It's been 2 months of calm quiet bliss since William and I went through that HELL together, but it is starting again. A few days ago I noticed him do something that felt like he was going wacko- and I knew it was happening.

On February 4, he went to see his shrink and she called me during the session and asked me what I thought. She told me that he seems "fine" now. I said, No he's not fine - he's depressed. He really needs the new meds that the hospital perscribed or some other new meds, please. William himself asked for new meds - and... SHE DID NOT PRESCRIBE NEW MEDS.

CUNT

Yes, It's a strong word but really??? She doesn't realize what she has done. No one believes me. Just like in childhood. I'm screaming in a windstorm and William is the one who is going to pay. He is going to end up on the street again because no one can handle him when he is manic.

Well, now he's manic again. Completely. This time he's not AS angry at me as he was before but it is starting and now he's angry at me about his buddy homeless Joe - because they both think I got a restraining order against Joe so pretty soon we will likely be back to him calling the cops on me and all that bullshit.

but it's still escalating and it we did have a slight run-in when he said something to me, and I responded and he got angry at me for responding and I said, "Well I can move out" and he said "Good - MOVE OUT" and I thought, here we go again.

I am going on a trip next Friday with Kent. We are going to Farmington, NM and then to Phoenix for a week to visit some of his family. I am going to pack up some of my stuff and put it in my room and lock the door and when I get back, Mercury will be Direct and I will know what to do.

Kent asked me to move in with him. He kicked his drunken son out for good I think. He and I have been getting along great and talking about moving to the eastern plains, off the grid and away from 5G and the brown Denver cloud. When we get back from the trip, I might buy a Tuffshed and put it in his backyard for my stuff, or move my stuff to the property. Not sure.

It looks like I will be moving away from William - because this is going to keep happening and no one is going to do anything about it - I honestly don't want to live like this anymore.

Previous Posts

1 https://steemit.com/mentalhealth/@in2itiveart/the-manic-depressive-type
2 https://steemit.com/mentalhealth/@in2itiveart/the-manic-depressive-type-more
3 https://steemit.com/mentalhealth/@in2itiveart/it-s-a-pain-in-the-ass-being-an-empath
4 https://steemit.com/mentalhealth/@in2itiveart/gravely-disabled-what-does-it-take-to-be-considered-gravely-disabled
5 https://steemit.com/palnet/@in2itiveart/huge-art-giveaway-inadvertant-christmas-giving
6 https://steemit.com/palnet/@in2itiveart/venting-re-the-manic-depressive-drunk-where-i-live
7 https://steemit.com/palnet/@in2itiveart/72-hours-vacation-or-hopefully-more-from-cray-cray-dude
8 https://steemit.com/tribevibes/@in2itiveart/the-manic-depressive-type-is-in-the-hospital
9 https://steemit.com/tribevibes/@in2itiveart/it-s-a-miracle-sigil-for-wm-to-get-the-care-he-needs
10 https://steemit.com/tribevibes/@in2itiveart/the-manic-depressive-type-i-had-to-file-2-orders-of-protection
11 https://steemit.com/tribevibes/@in2itiveart/the-manic-depressive-type-now-i-am-really-afraid-for-my-life
12 https://steemit.com/tribevibes/@in2itiveart/the-manic-depressive-type-the-shocking-reality-of-our-court-system
13 https://steemit.com/tribevibes/@in2itiveart/the-manic-depressive-type-and-his-drunk-boyfriend-the-saga-continues
14 https://steemit.com/palnet/@in2itiveart/the-manic-depressive-type-help-on-the-way
15 https://steemit.com/tribevibes/@in2itiveart/the-manic-depressive-type-our-first-day-in-court
16 https://steemit.com/palnet/@in2itiveart/the-manic-depressive-type-is-coming-down
17 https://steemit.com/palnet/@in2itiveart/the-manic-depressive-type-is-back-home-omfg
18 https://steemit.com/palnet/@in2itiveart/the-manic-depressive-type-is-actually-schizoaffective
19 https://steemit.com/palnet/@in2itiveart/the-schizoaffective-type-and-me-and-my-pals-saturn-and-pluto
20 https://steemit.com/tribevibes/@in2itiveart/the-schizoaffective-guy
21 https://steemit.com/palnet/@in2itiveart/the-schizoaffective-guy-and-how-the-system-is-designed-to-fail-plus-new-sigil-for-william
22 https://steemit.com/palnet/@in2itiveart/art-i-got-rid-of-today-that-i-am-keeping-the-memory-of-here-on-steemit
23 https://steemit.com/palnet/@in2itiveart/fire-air-water-earth-series-given-away-today-to-a-guy-from-craigslist
24 https://steemit.com/palnet/@in2itiveart/bernie-goetz-a-break-and-other-illustrations-from-the-80s-that-i-will-keep-the-memory-of-on-steemit
25 https://steemit.com/tribevibes/@in2itiveart/from-1983-an-assignment-from-the-school-of-visual-arts-to-interview-someone-and-draw-them-robert-weaver-s-class
26 https://steemit.com/palnet/@in2itiveart/today-s-story-behind-why-schizo-guy-wants-me-out
27 https://steemit.com/tribevibes/@in2itiveart/having-a-super-hard-time-giving-this-art-away
28 https://steemit.com/tribevibes/@in2itiveart/have-to-do-art-now
29 https://steemit.com/palnet/@in2itiveart/the-schizoaffective-guy-i-feel-unsafe-as-heck-made-a-sigil-for-myself-use-it
30 https://steemit.com/palnet/@in2itiveart/moving-in-with-my-boyfriend-of-2-years-sigils-i-am-making-for-that-part-1
31 https://steemit.com/palnet/@in2itiveart/the-schizoaffective-type-and-my-crazy-life

The Story Book Version

https://steemit.com/art/@in2itiveart/the-yeti-and-the-mermaid-the-true-story-of-2-people-who-needed-help-and-helped-each-other-chapter-1
https://steemit.com/art/@in2itiveart/the-yeti-and-the-mermaid-the-true-story-of-2-people-who-needed-help-and-helped-each-other-chapter-2
https://steemit.com/art/@in2itiveart/the-yeti-and-the-mermaid-chapter-3
https://steemit.com/art/@in2itiveart/the-yeti-and-the-mermaid-chapter-4
https://steemit.com/tribesteemup/@in2itiveart/the-yeti-and-the-mermaid-chapter-5
https://steemit.com/tribesteemup/@in2itiveart/the-yeti-and-the-mermaidchapter-6
https://steemit.com/tribesteemup/@in2itiveart/the-yeti-and-the-mermaidchapter-7
https://steemit.com/tribesteemup/@in2itiveart/the-yeti-and-the-mermaid-chapter-8

The Artwork In This Post Was Created In 2014 When I First Met William And Narrated My Experience With Him At That Time...