This morning, I woke up in fear, locked in my room. I knew I would be assaulted with craziness the minute I left the safety of my room to get a cup of tea. I called my boyfriend and he told me to call the Domestic Violence Hotline - and got mad at me for not thinking of this myself. I told him - I am the one being worn down here - I am the one who needs help... He apologized.

I called the Domestic Violence Hotline and I don't qualify because Bill and I are not romantically involved. I am his friend.

When I came out of my room, I told William "I am recording you on my phone now so anything you say will be on tape" - He called 9-11.

Next, I filed an incident report with the property management company against my neighbors upstairs who apparently have been encouraging Bill and telling him how to evict me.

The cops came and after questioning both of us, took William away in handcuffs on a psychiatric hold. It's only a 3-day hold and then he would be transferred to the VA Medical Center IF they have a bed for him. I have called all the people concerned to try to see to it that he gets transferred but it is now about there being a free bed.

I made this Sigil - if anyone wants to help pray William into a bed at the VA Medical Center - please feel free to use this Sigil or just pray. If you want to use the Sigil - just redraw it and think about him getting a bed and all being right with the world.

He basically needs his meds adjusted - and we have been trying to get him to see his doctor for months now. If he got a bed, he would definitely see her and get new meds before being released.

I am not a big proponent of meds, perse, however in this case - I believe in them. Bill had a brain injury - he was dosed by a 3rd party on 13 hits of Purple Ohm Dome LSD when he was 20 and then immediately was given Thorazine and Halidol to bring him down.

His brain is constantly in seizure, as a result - they call it bi-polar with schizo effective in mania. Every 7 years or so he needs new meds as his body builds up a tolerance to them.

These meds stopped working in April.

In addition, there are no protections for me, I found out - except this. I was told this morning that the VA casemanagers have blocked my number because I texted them too much.

My only recourse is to call the police, who have done nothing until this morning. It took 8 9-11 calls to finally get this 3-day Psych Hold.

Last night, Bill's homeless buddy Joe took 6 of Bill's Trazidone after a day of drinking beer and was taken away by ambulance as an attempted suicide.

Back to work, sorting out the stuff I am getting rid of to get out of here as soon as I can! I am DONE helping William. Sadly, he needs way more help than I can give him - as layperson - and when he was on his meds, he was not willing to do the spiritual work I have available for him - so he's on his own. This has made me way to unstable. I cannot handle it.

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