Venting...Re The Manic Depressive Drunk Where I Live...

in #palnet5 years ago

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You all are going to hear the story, as I work toward moving out of here... William is (Bill) right now. He is drinking finally, after 5 years of sobriety. Oh well. He's moved his homeless buddy Joe into our apartment in the Veteran's Supported Housing Building, Section 8.

He seems to think he is "evicting" me tomorrow. He isn't, but I am worried about what will happen once he finds out that there is a whole process he has to go through to get me out, including getting the management of the building to release me from the lease.

I have filed an incident report, have talked to all his case managers, Section 8, etc - and I am planning to get out of here as quickly as possible - just not tomorrow.

When I got home tonight after a banal Christmas, Bill had moved all the furniture around in the living room and unplugged my router.

He was lying on the couch swearing at me. I made him plug the router back in, but normally I turn off the radiation at night - I guess that's over for the moment.

Tomorrow he thinks that the sheriff will be coming to get rid of me, but he never had me "served" by a third party- he has to convince the management company that I should be evicted - he just hates me right now while he's manic.

Oh yea, It's Christmas! Big Whoop! Alcoholism doesn't care that it's supposed to be a happy holiday celebrating love and giving.

No, Bill is drinking for sure. I can tell by his demeanor. I've never seen him drink because he usually disappears to drink, but it's cold outside and he's got Joe, so they are drinking here in the apartment. I heard him talking about spilling beer at 1am.

He's cussing me out in a long stream-of-thought mumble grumble - constantly telling all my secrets that I told him over the years when he was seemingly well-er. Whatever. It's all good. I will just deny everything and make it sound like the angry ramblings of a cray cray man.

I just need to get out of here as fast as I can.

I took a hot epsom salt bath last night - it seemed to help my back a lot. I guess that's what I will do. I have a doc appointment New Year's Eve...

I feel bad for the fish. My boyfriend gave him a 55 gallon fish tank 2 years ago and it has 2 silver dollars, an angel fish, a clown fish, and and 2 bottom feeders...

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the placostamas died months ago possibly of old age,
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and recently the bigger angel died... Bill doesn't feed the fish. I prayed to Archangel Uriel to take care of the fish. Why should they have to suffer because Bill is manic and drinking?

I don't ask Bill if he took his pills anymore, I only ask him if he fed the fish...I tried to get him to let us take the aquarium out of his room and put it in the living room but NO! He said. Oh well... I know Kent is pissed about that too because he hates animals having to suffer at the hands of humans.

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I won't say Happy Xmas because that sounds anything but - best wishes and hang in there...

thanks!!! I am just venting here - it will all work out. More drama tonite as homeless dude tried to commit suicide by taking some of Bill's psychiatric meds and the ambulance got called - I cannot wait to get out of here soon!!! Wow. too fucking crazy for me.

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