The Manic Depressive Type...Is Actually SchizoAffective!

in2itiveart (69)in #palnet • 5 years ago (edited)

I did this painting in 2014, when William finally started taking his meds again and changed into Quiet, Mild-Mannered Guy

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Last night William told me that I will never meet anyone who has as many mental problems as him. He told me he is schizoaffective and I believe him. He is schizoaffective due to third-party overdose of LSD followed by a 10 day stay at the Napa Mental Hospital in Northern California, Halidol and Thorazine.

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Father

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Grandfather

"I escaped once after the fourth day. My father never paid the bill - $1400 a day he sold his house at 1301 Benita Ave in Berkeley, CA and left town in a beige Cadillac with black wheel wells and drove to a town just outside of Olympia, Washington and bought a house with cash and never paid the $14,000 bill. He married this woman from a truck stop he met on the way up to Olympia, and he lived there until he died - drank himself to death - had a tracheotomy and smoked cigarettes through the hole in his neck."

I feel very sad but I can't stay with him. He is happier right now but he is not at baseline. He is going out because he can't sleep because he is too excited he said.

He said that he had a girlfriend they lived in a car together and she would take a trazidone to pass out at night and he would just stay with her and drink a 40. One day,in People's Park, a woman came at him choking on Chinese food and he karate chopped her back and she barfed up the food - she was drunk out of her mind and he was charged with hitting her in the face 12 times and put in Santa Rita prison but he never did anything to her.

I have never been violent.

He said. And I believe him. He just gets verbally violent.

I feel very sad for him because he never has a happy life - he can't - he's kind of like Forest Gump with schizoaffective.

God will take care of him.

They let him out last night. They took him down 1 notch - from Angry Scary Guy to Sweet Manic Guy in 2 weeks of drug therapy. And of course, they let him out without his lanyard that has all his keys on it. They let him out way up North and he had to take a $50 cab to get home and now he has no keys. This is typical.

But anyway... I did not know that he was Schizoaffective Disorder - his Doc in Berkeley told me he is bipolar with schizoaffective in mania, but I did read a bit about Schizoaffective last night and it mimics bipolar, but of course it's worse. Shizoaffective and Alcoholism - poor guy. Hallucinations, Delusions and Mood Disorders on top of Alcoholism which ran in his family.

He told me why he wants me out.

It's because he is in love with me and he can't stand seeing me with Kent. Oh well that makes total sense - and there's no going back from that. I can see now that I am moving out.

My current problem is that I have to store my main art supplies. I can't use them at Kent's but I do need to have access to them if I am doing a psychic fair at the oldest store of psychic arts in Denver in a few weeks - if someone wants a Soul Mirror Talisman, then I have to be ready to make one and I have to store my art supplies where they won't freeze.

This totally sucks.

William's case manager just came to the door.

CUNT.

Yes, I am using that word to describe her. She's a butch lesbian and she is a nasty fake robot. I have no problem with lesbians - but the butch thing - well to me is a fake label thing that just annoys me. Whatever. She can sleep at night doing her "job" - so she is nothing more than a fraud of a human piece of trash orderfollower.

The VA

Said they would help William. But see they didn't. The bridge was broken half way across the river - and now William is going to be tossed most likely. He needs the VA so he can get his meds. He always needs an agency to provide his meds otherwise there is no hope.

But he is in love with me.

So I am out of the picture. I will continue to pray for him. Only God will save and protect him.

The Story Book Version

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5 years ago in #palnet by in2itiveart (69)

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