The Schizoaffective Type and My Crazy Life!

in #palnet5 years ago

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Oil & collage on wood with 2 sigils. One for EMFs and one for my relationship

That Sigil I made yesterday regarding getting my needs met when I moved in with Kent seemed to really put pressure on him, so I erased it from this painting.

I guess I simply need one to support us because we are definitely suddenly not doing well. I am going to blame it on the Pluto Saturn Conjunction. Wow!

He and I are not doing well right now. He is devoting all his time to work and unless I change my name to Pollyanna, he doesn't really want to talk to me.

Basically, I can't move out right now with his help and I can't move in with him either.

In addition, William, the Schizzoaffective guy said that I can keep living here - it was all just a misunderstanding.

People who say they are in control of their lives - are lying - or at least, I am sure not!

Am I crazy? No, but the timing is totally whacked so I am just going to lay low and wait it out. I will come up with a different sigil to put where that green blotch is on the painting or just redo the bark.

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Been trapped like that and it sucks. Hope you can focus a lot on your breath and trust life will take you out of that sludgy situation.

thanks - I am doing breathing meditation right now. I kind of feel like that is what will get me through this. God always takes care of me and he will again... it is just timing. And, I don't think I can just "get away" from my roommate without mending some fences first.

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