Just threw on the jam by Eminem - Till I collapse - there's a lot I like about the message to the song - it's deep to me and so I will actually outflow from here as what is coming up in me.

I threw on the jam as a point of support - recognizing that I can utilize music to see what moves within myself - what reflection is here:

The moment is a our movement.
When we feel weak,
It's like we can't move.
There's a heaviness and a resistance,
The feeling of collapse is imminent.

In fact there's a collapse already happening.
The weakness is the stress and the strain.
Can't get no gains when you're stressing the strain.

It's like the opportunity to snap out of whatever your in,
It's in your wheel house to drive it through.
Like the drive-through, it's about placing orders,
and following instruction.

After all - and before all,
Forget the fall and stand tall.
Whether you got to pick yourself up,
doesn't matter what ever the weather,
You pick yourself up for fucks sake.
Who cares about how you got-to-move to get-up - Look, you just got up...without even thinking about it.
It's that initial breath - the fire within you that decides to blow hard as a breath of the dragon -
The fire breathing dragon here - that does not accept weakness to consume -
Fuck that noise -

The structure is our own instruction.
We are the commands and the code.
It's a magic act of our own spelling - See the magic hat
It's in and as our own ass hatting.

I'm not even sure where I am going to end up - that's part of the ass hatting way -
It's to stop the uncertainty, fear and doubt -
Recognize and Realize the uncertainty as the razors edge of time -
It's the great unknown.

You can be known in recognizing yourself as the "unknown".
Now you're in the process of making yourself known.
No pressure - no added stress and strain.

In fact - matter of fact,
you created the matter - the way to take the pressure off your back.
Shrugging the shoulders as like a calm,
Cool and collected stretch of relaxation muscles activating -
Here in the Body - working through the pressure controls -
The self-imposed limitation - that's created our imposture...
Fucked posture positioning's.

It's here,
It's all here to hear.
Hear Hear -
You know this - keep going
Keep writing - Keep flowing -
It's the spells of the spelling that lead the detective -
To self-guide the intuitive self-proclaimed parental guidance-
Be the mother and father onto yourself.
You're the authority of your life.
No greater -

It's not about stacking the deck as
a war game theory or strategy -
Or getting caught up in the intelligence officers den - gossiping,
Not realizing the war games strategies playout where you're the pawn -
Not the real eyes to see when we are in the "know" of "I cannot".
Not knowing how I can Knot and unknot any knot for whether anyone likes it or not.
Fuck your cannot change.
You can tie anything together,
Your are fucking knot master,
You've been getting yourself in and out of knots your whole life.

For sure there is a point of recognition of what you can and cannot accept and allow.
Sometimes for sure it's not your point as to whether you can accept and allow certain actions to occur.
The matter of occurrence worth tuning into...
Is this:
Self-Control -
Our inner accounting.
The energy and fire that emerges as the volcano eruption fury...
It's here where we can activate our pressure control and in fact,
engage the disengagement as our release -
Forget the grief and the trauma -
There's no time to keep holding onto these patterns -
Prison holding cells stems from the memory we hold in our cells as
the judgements to our very sentencing structure -
not realizing to real-eyes see what we've created,
the very words that define the structure of our cage,

Go figure Kurt Cobain and the rat in the cage rage:

Tapping into the experience of stuckness and pushing the wall.

You can get real strong pushing the wall -
but if you don't know why you're pushing the wall - you're training is limited in scope because it's like you're just re-acting out your energy - not really utilizing your creative force and so -
the sewing is 'creative destruction'....
which is a valid outlet to stimulate eventual settlement.

The roughness is questionable as unnecessary,
It's our individual penalties we enforce onto ourselves as
the fighting and feuding - not realizing the extent to which it's,
"pain for pleasure"

Call it - Make the call -
My call - Your Call -
We are here to Call Out,
and to call On -
It's a call to Forgive

For give is to be for real.

Why?

Why not you are capable and able.
It's what creates the stable.
You're horse power.
The integrity and dignity in your foundation.

Don't forget that when you fret - it's
the cause that be unsettled for you're in the
realm of doubt - and it's making you want to shout.
The razors edge of time will cut things up.
The best direction becomes more clear after steps are taken
and mistakes are made.

It's called getting the wrinkles out with ironing.
Be an ironman for real and take the cake as the
wrinkles out your clothes,
the stains of disdain,
As you close the back doors of self-imposed limitation.
Fuck self-compromise.
Promise to fuck self-comprise.

Fuck self-sabotage.
Promise to fuck self-sabotage.
Sabotage your self-sabotage.
Give yourself the best shit.
Self-Forgiveness is the Bank of Life.
Service yourself often.
You're the banker of your affairs.
The sentencing - let it be a retreat as the re-treating of yourself as how you care take your life making.

To Be Continued for-sure as the story told introspection carries on like the merry go round
Stay Tuned

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