My Goals on Steemit expressed

Dear friends, dear @c0ff33a.

Well, where do I begin? After I took the decision to no longer work in the design industry, I went through an intense period of change. I did not regret to take this decision. Before I was about losing myself completely. I felt like a blurry picture of myself. Getting out there was the only chance for me to survive, possibly, mentally, spiritually. There was no plan B and no idea how to make money for a living. I had the choice between stepping back onto the path that I strongly felt was created for me or lose me, possibly getting ill or end up trapped in a cage.

I love freedom, I love freedom so much. I want everybody to be free if it is his or her decision. Freedom means for me to have a true choice. A choice to fulfill what "I am" on every plane of existence. With freedom comes responsibility. There is no longer a right for excuses. No longer a right to think in ego like dimensions. No longer a right for justification. Justification like ... I have to make money for a living, no matter what .... I have to take this and that decision for achieving whatever carelessly. Don't get me wrong. Right now in this stage of global change, there is still the need for money. But with freedom comes trust. I trust, that I will survive, that the support for what I need to live - my rent, my food, a ticket to see my friends and more - will come to me in different ways. This might sound easy, but it is that easy I think. Not always.

So how did freedom come to me?
Love without trust is like a journey into an unknown territory. Love and trust go hand in hand. But how to trust myself, my decisions? With all these distractions around me, this was and is sometimes hard. With more freedom came more trust. So how to build up this freedom step by step? This is an essential part of my life. I would love to share my experiences on this by telling about my life.

How came the material base (call it goods, money ...) to me?
In wondrous ways and never how I expected. I think this made it so difficult for me to understand. A long time I limited myself in my thinking, in my focus, in my trust.

I put trust into the wrong people. Gave the very best of me. Never expected to be given back anything. I never fell in love with material things. Never fell in love with my ego.

I wanted so dearly to grow together. Share. To learn from others. To enjoy gaining a little bit more freedom together. This never happened.

Finally I put my trust into steem.
My journey has just begun. Within the last weeks, I grew more, learned more, gained more freedom than I ever expected. Love without trust is like a journey into an unknown territory. Most territory here is still unknown to me, but I was given love and I have trust.

My goal for steemit and my blog:
Support others, who are longing for a little bit more freedom - freedom in many ways and aspects.

How?

With my writing:
Share what I have learned. Talk about my process of change, the downsides, the upsides, my life. Share my thoughts. Answer questions and engage in discussions. Inspire others to build up confidence.
I was confronted with challenges. I lost, but was not defeated, grew stronger, became more aware, became more grateful. I won, but I am not a winner. For me winning is the illusion of the moment.
Thus write about my love for freedom in different aspects.

With my art and my upcycling ideas:
Inspire to reuse and support giving a value to "what is". I would love to support other artists to never give up and make a living with their art. This way to support freedom.

With my researches and studies on color energy, biophotons, oxygen, negative ions, herbs, and plants:
Share my knowledge and insights. Give inspiration and support alternative ways of balancing and healing. Talk about the interaction and connection between balance and growth mentally and physically and the influence of the individual process of freeing yourself. Thus support freedom.

Thank you very much for reading.

Source: Photography and life @anutu

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