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What up my Steemians, back to work this week day 3 I am just wanting to talk a little about my feelings of returning back to work after my 2 weeks of stress leave. I touch a little on how my depression is still a problem I face and the treatment plan I have in place to help manage my way through this most recent downturn in my overall well being. I have had a quite a few things strike me all at once making this time of my life very challenging, starting with physical health concerns such as losing weight uncontrollably. I decided to start going to get all my tests done and that with the stress of work combined I have slipped a little in my mental stability. I do have some good news, all my tests have come back clean so far! This means my weight loss is most likely due to stress and not any major health concerns like I had worried, one doctor I saw mentioned cancer and that freaked me the hell out possibly being the start of this cycle of depression I have been struggling to pull myself out of. I needed that 2 weeks stress leave to be able get all my appointments out of the way and remove myself from the state of limbo, not knowing for me is by far worse than knowing and in this case I am glad to know I do not have cancer. I do however have more tests to go, sleep study and neurology, I have to go through the mental health system to get access to those treatments without having to pay out of my own pocket so in short many more hoops to jump through. All the test done so far have cleared me for diabetes, heart disease, crohn's disease, high/low blood pressure, celiac disease, parasites, and of course a wide array of infections. So I am back to work, one day at a time hopefully I will start to feel more comfortable in my own skin again, regain some confidence in my health, move back into the light that always seems to be fleeting.
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You got friends here brotha, grats on going back to work, enjoy it, being broke sucks worse.
Damn straight, Money won’t bring me happiness but I’m happiest when I can buy what I want anytime that I want!
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I know how you feel someone I know passed around the same time and work doesn't make it any better the more we worked the more we want to do our dreams even more
That’s exactly it very few of us get to work her dream jobs as a career, I hope to be able to get there one day and I think becoming a witness is going to be one of the major steps I’ll have to take. Stay strong brother life goes on and we must enjoy it to honour those that we’ve left behind!
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