This Particular Day Gave Me More Signs; "There Is Now Light Inside The Tunnel".

in #life7 years ago
My heart pumped again even for a bit. My heart smiled. Easing-peace passed through it.

It has been ages since this happened. She came around. She saw me again after decades.

She saw my dad for the first time in ages and she shed tears and i knew "my cousin" was still in her.

We started out as kids together in Greece but our parents grew apart of time. My dad and his brother; her father grew apart. Alot has happened since then. 

Well, there was alot we didn't really know but we had one night; "a few hours" and we needed to fix matters. 

We need to fix "decades of apartness". 

She was touring Asia and the Philippines is the last part of her tour, so she stopped in Manila to see us. There was no room to prepare. It was quick. She was just going to knock on the door.

She knocked

My heart pounded a bit. 
There was an "in between" though

When i saw my mum first after 5 years of apartness, my heart couldn't pump. It paused. I wasn't looking at my mum. 

In my dad's case, upon seeing him after some 5 years of apartness, i spent 30 mins where my heart stopped. From afar i watched and i couldn't go close; "that wasn't my dad"

This time, i didn't know if this was going to be "my cousin". Then we hugged and it was tight and our hearts touched and spoke and it was instant; "my cuz" was still in there; "my Souzanna" was still in there and "the love and bond" was intact.

I needed to be assured though

She went in the room to see my dad and she fell apart in instantaneous tears. 

I got assurance.
Suzzy was intact.

My dad; "i so pray that in his heart, "he felt some soothing happiness". He needs it like crazy. "The tiniest of happiness" counts in his case. It will fill me up with fulfillment. 

All, his old memories came back; "all of it". He spoke Greek again and his "memory", when it clicks, is clear and intact and decades of it. He spoke in Greek; spoke of Greece. He spoke to my aunt on the phone. It was pleasing to see. 

He had a new name to mention and he kept calling it; "souzanna"; "souzanna" and that should go on for some days.

This Particular Day Gave Me More Signs

When my cousin shed those instant tears, i remembered @teardrops token and my mission. My heart pumped because i felt stories; family; love.

I have one more Ajayi; her brother and his name is Alex. We have never had physically contact. Through her i wanted to see him and i did. It is still all intact. "Blood is strong". 

I found out he has brains too and he has grown interest is in blockchain and i wondered in my mind's eye what team we would make. "Two Ajayi(s) sons, with my dad backing us up with powerful prayers".

This night was to restore it all and we fixed it all, in several tight hugs. "Rare-breed squeezes" and our love and bond got restore; "my hearts pumped"

It was special.

There were also regular moments in between. Yes, we ate and played  and laughed.


but there was also this:

Try spot me

She had kept these videos and gosh i saw "Terry", your boy "Terry" and more signs. My mission in the world was re-told to me in an instant. 

I lack in long-term memory. I can't even remember 2 years back vividly, thus, these videos came out "special" in my eyes. 

I saw my dad and that "greatness". To see "greatness"; for those who can see, "it is instant"

I saw it. 

I saw his brother too. I saw my mum, my sister, suzzy, then i saw small "me" and gosh, your boy "Terry" has been the same all along. 

My stories played itself out before my face. I saw my mum in the corner loving us. I saw her "shine". I saw my dad's "shine" too and it is what it is; "we simply need that "shine" back"; not food, wigs, meat; "shine"!!! 

In the "donkey-life", that ("shine") was all that was taken away or overly-pummeled but hahaha, we will have it back now; "light in the tunnel". @surpassinggoogle

I saw blockchain too; "steemit as well" and more of its beauty as i kept re-watching these memory videos. I saw and saw "many beautiful things" in the span hours, on this particular day and i saw many more "signs". 

I tell you; the very next time you hear; "we will reward "proof of tears""; smile inside; "the prettiest disruption" ever and it is coming;

@teardrops smart media tokens is still in its imaginary state but it is being exchanged; "historical history".

I am one boy, so it may look like a joke but i am no ordinary boy because "i am yours"; your boy Terry.

You are my celebrities and me you fan.

See this video too, for 15 mins of things i recently said:

recording by @sorenkierkegaard 

Yesterday, i spoke alot too. I took a peek on @air-clinic server on discord and ended up spending hours there. I don't know if there was a recording though.

We will keep talking.

A few days from now, there will be another talk show on SteemGigs community discord server, please make sure to join. 

You can join close to 4,500 steemians on there.

I will answer every question. This time the program will have some format, so we will move quickly compared to the first edition. 

I will write a post beforehand to inform everyone. Please know that on the "SteemGigs discord talk show", it is different. "The love on it is rare-breed".

The knowledge i will pop out is rare; involves illiteracy; "no books" involved. 

I will breakdown to pop out these rare words.

We will go back to the first obviousest simplest solution, when tackling "breakthrough". We will leave the "nth complexest methods" to "outerspacers", for we are coming back "down-to-earth"

We will laugh and play and there will be @teardrops and we will hear the sound of it and when we come back out on the scene; "steemit", our eyes are bound to be open and "we will see way more things".

Your Boy Terry

@surpassinggoogle


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Oh Terry, it's so soothing to know you have one more reason to be happy, I love that lit mood in the photo, and your cousin is pretty. I can imagine the catch up, and the joy that must fill your dad's heart. I couldn't stop watching those videos, you were one cute little boy, and the family seemed really bonded. Not just you, this has made my day too.

It's also such a great thing that your passion, which is still very much alive, has been fuelled even more, and from your words, sounds like your mission has been reassigned to you afresh, lol... You're a man of vision, and I adore that.

Now that 15mins video is everything! Teardrops as breakthrough not a journey, light 'in' and not 'at' the end of the tunnel, celebrity destination .... Gives a further peak into your voluntary role in our successes, and hands us a piece of your loving heart to cherish and trust. Your kindness is unbelievable, and until I find something that convinces me you're human and not some angel from planet something, you remain much too prim and proper, lol...

I await our next life talk show, hope I can withstand all the love, fun, emotions, and originality usually poured out there. Good things won't stop coming in, cuz you'd give same to others over and over if you have the chance.

Please stay happy and healthy, it keeps some of us who don't get to see you going, to know you're doing just fine. And I must say, your family is, and always has been beautiful.

Hmm its quite heart breaking. Lo, am glad they are @teardrops for good

@teardrops SMT; I'm excited to its value, i know how much value it gave to the Filipino people and the world, from talented to untalented as long as everyone has something to offer you can be a celebrity here on teardrops and steemgigs.

@teardrops

Everyone is going to be a celebrity on it. I don't believe in "there is no celebrity, you are a celebrity for me, I'm your fan" and...

That's it.

There's a light in the tunnel.

No words can explain.. I'm speechless.. A 15 minute video that could change the whole mind of all Steemians.
More power @surpassinggoogle. God bless.

Imagine this Boy Terry. If everyone is going to be a celebrity on the steemgigs platform then what are you going to be as the inventor and creator of the platform?.

That means you will be the king of celebrities and that will be an awesome thing to behold

There is a ways you tell your story and get the attention of your followers like me and I celebrate you for that. I also @surpassinggoogle fan anytime and anyday

This are the words of a great leader.
Without mincing words, i don't know what steemit would have been without @surpassinggoogle

May Jehovah wipe away all your teardrop. Amen

Long live @surpassinggoogle

Thanks for coming to inspire us on @Air-Clinic last night! Everyone had a fantastic time and went home with something money cannot buy!

Indeed, there's light within the tunnel. We no longer need to reach the end before we can start mining the beauty of humanity!

I key into your dreams to empower people all over the world an make them celebrities. We are all special breeds of God-made humans!

Btw: I just hit a milestone of 2000 Followers on steem!

★Boom!★

Well said @Nairadaddy.

We no longer need to reach the end before we can start mining the beauty of humanity!

God bless @surpassinggoogle

Thank God @Air-Clinic is also a community with humanity at heart.

On your 2000 Followers reach, you have to set a celebration on the @Air-clinic. I wouldn't mind to give a MILESTONE LECTURE

Nicely said sir,

@surpassinggoogle has made the humans of steemit more beautiful.

He believed in all.

In everyones weakness, he saw great.

What a precious moment you have had this time sir Terry!

That feeling to see someone you haven't seen for ages is boom!
I saw your dad again on this blog. I know how hard it is to see your loved ones in a serious condition but it doesn't disqualify them to be happy every time. Your love towards your dad is priceless!

Just imagining how your dad smiled at that moment, It surely made you smile as well.

That profound love you have for your dad radiates on this platform and blesses people under your influence @surpassinggoogle. Thank you for sharing your story and allowing us to pray for you and with you. Your VISION is too big yet it becomes smaller as people like us come together and jump on your ship. It's gonna be fun and life-changing!

Mabuhay ka @surpassinggoogle Terry!!!

Very well said sir. This is one of the precious moment of sir terry @surpassinggoogle ever happen in his life. There's a lot of happiness and excitement seeing each other for a very long time.

Have a nice day sir and spread love @surpassinggoogle

Wow, I felt so emotional reading this. The love and bond of family is one of the best things in the world. It makes the heart pump

No doubt about it. The flood of emotions and memories, the smiles, tears and laughter too, cannot be hidden. They naturally flow.

No doubt about it. The flood of emotions and memories, the smiles, tears and laughter too, cannot be hidden. They naturally flow.

Family is everything. Everyone will leave but you family will never leave because they are part of you and will always be. I cherish family a lot especially the type that stick to you when you are going through trying time.
Happy for @surpassinggoogle for having ones that are caring and loving .

Family always comes first in all sides of life. I could feel the emotion in the meet with your cousin. It tells a lot on your past time with family. Blood is really strong and I too couldn't imagine her forgetting the experience with dad after such a long time. The video is really crazy, you looked short in your childhood, I wonder when you got that instant height.

My stories played itself out before my face. I saw my mum in the corner loving us. I saw her "shine". I saw my dad's "shine" too and it is what it is; "we simply need that "shine" back"; not food, wigs, meat; "shine"!!!

In the "donkey-life", that ("shine") was all that was taken away or overly-pummeled but hahaha, we will have it back now; "light in the tunnel". @surpassinggoogle
I saw blockchain too; "steemit as well" and more of its beauty as i kept re-watching these memory videos. I saw and saw "many beautiful things" in the span hours, on this particular day and i saw many more "signs".

I can really feel you on this one. There is nothing as beautiful as seeing things playing out as you want it to be. Seeing the ones you love so much shinning before your eyes and making impact.
For me I can only say this about my mother and not my father. My mother is everything to me. She is an angel that gave birth to another angel. The more reason why I could relates with you so much during the time Mama Ajayi. My prayer is for her to live longer and eat the fruit of her labor.
I pray that Jehovah will continually make Baba Ajayi to shine even until perfect days to see more grandchildren that will come from you and your sibling.
The story of your life is an encouragement for someone like me and am really happy am witnessing this through this platform.

You are a true inspirer (my own english)always.Lol....


One love bro.

Our Favorite TERRY - @surpassinggoogle - STEEMIT KING ! <3

My heart literally pumped reading through this, you've got an amazing family. And just like you've talked about the shine, I still see it much evident on you till date...

My stories played itself out before my face. I saw my mum in the corner loving us. I saw her "shine". I saw my dad's "shine" too and it is what it is; "we simply need that "shine" back"; not food, wigs, meat; "shine"!!!

That's a beautiful picture above @surpassinggoogle, Is that you with Suzzy or with another of your cousin?

Lol, why won't @surpassinggoogle heart jump, that lady beautiful man, I guess he wasn't expecting that, no doubt he was thinking of something else.
But truely that moment you see someone after years, you start talking so much like tou are drunk, everything start looking like a start of new life.

Hahaha, I'm laughing to tears because of this beautiful honest comment of yours @xpency, you have good eyes man. The picture is really captivating and I first saw it on facebook on @Surpassinggoogle's timeline, they both look beautiful and very much alike that it makes my heart to equally pump.

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