Dedicating My Entire Steem/Steemit Journey To My Mum As She Fights To Hold On To Life. Steemit/Steem: Don't Quit!; "The Cheating In Life Must Abate".steemCreated with Sketch.

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Steemit; "don't quit!" Steem: "keep on!" There is so much cheating in this life!

Life is something else! I wonder how i cope. I do wonder especially, how i manage to stay sane. I wonder how others cope. "It is something else!"

Half the problems in the world are so-so-so avoidable, even very-unnecessary, yet people do this problems like crazy and eat on it like daily-bread and cling on to hope, in an endless incessant cling; but why is there this so-strong inclination to hold on still, when half these problems that turn many into clingers were avoidable and unnecessary in the first place. 

In many nations, half the problems, even ailments, can have been avoided but in these nations, intense very-unnecessary suffering, seats itself like curriculum, so much so that "suffering" becomes extremely normal.

Why are we so half-human, when it comes to a true fight. Even when it comes to clinging, why do many have less-than-half a fighting chance; "there is so much cheating in this thing called life".

Why do we fight in the first place; really? Why do we get to make things so complicated, when life in itself can end in a jiffy. Seriously, why do i have to be strong and do "strong-man" till eternity, when indeed, there was never a fight altogether. "We are weaklings!". If you want to argue it, let's go! "We are mere dust". When it comes down to it, we are sillyly weak.

Why do i have to rise again? Hahaha, i have done workloads of that. Hahaha, why do i have to have fallen and fallen and fallen, like its a job. 

If probabilities is either "a yes" or "a no", why do probabilities like to tend towards "a no", in the case of many? There is so-so-so much cheating in this life!

Now, i try to figure things out and perhaps, many many "no(s)" can start to equal "a yes" but why does figuring these things out, have to be a portion for many in the first place? Why must many have to have their entire life's jackpot, in the hand's of another; in the form of "one yes" and why the heck is this anonymous Yes-man hoarding this easy utterance ("yes") for ages?


Yes, why why do i have to rise again, when the fall was caused by intense very-unnecessary, very-avoidable, almost-useless suffering; and when this valueless-suffering, we keep doing, like night and day; why is it so so so hard to want to depart Earth still?

There is so so so much cheating in this life. And when it comes down to a fight; one last or second-to-the-last giant-big-fight for life itself, we can't go for even this battle, like a full human. "Even that one luxury is taken away from us!" (Very silly stuff!)

And who says, you must do ages and time in intense suffering, for you to learn to be strong? "Silly consolation!"

A ton of the world out there don't do these things. A ton of the world, didn't have to pass through these phase, yet we chew on silly-suffering like yum-cream-cone! "Silly stuff".

When all we spend ages doing is "wells of tears"; what's left of us? When we have done "time", wailing all the juicy part out due to intense very-unnecessary/very-avoidable suffering, do we ever get to experience "tears of joy" ever, like others do?

I tell you, many of the "tears" you have cried, that you call "tears of joy" aren't really "tears of joy". Many of the news, that appear like jackpot-goodnews, aren't really that jackpot. 

"When you suffer, suffer, suffer, every tiny new news is suddenly jackpotty".

My mum fights like crazy; i watch it! She has suffered like crazy. She ate suffering like food and now, when she has got hopes that she will rest and suffering can abate even a bit by means of us (kids), she fell to illness and the fights resume; but why? 

Not even that; now in the very giant battle, why are our legs cut? Why can't we at least be given that one luxury of fighting like complete humans, even in this one big fight? Why do we have to re-re-re-eat consolation all over again and be told, "don't sweat it, you are half-human"; so its okay and normal, if you can't get to fight and cling on to life, like other whole-humans! 

Nobody is whole and nobody is half; there is just so so so much cheating in this life.

Hahaha, so why do we complicate things and be good and noble at all? Why can't we just merry and be hurtful and ask forgiveness afterall? And who says, we would be forgiven? "I would forgive you" because life is something i understand and life is something else!

I tell you, my mum's illness was very-avoidable and too-unnecessary and my dad's too but we were half-humans all along, tied by invisible ropes. "No we weren't half-humans!" We were great humans but have had unnecessarily (even unfairly), to battle against life itself and in this life, there is simply so much cheating! 

For some however, there is no choice but to fight still. We push and i will. 

I watch it. I watch her suffer but she fights like crazy. "Unnecessary battles" but we battle like crazy still. 

Stay alive mama, for we have got "steemit/steem" now and some of these cheating will abate. It's decentralized and gives everyone a fighting chance and a voice and this voice of ours, will reach the nooks and crannies of each ear.

The doctors keep running; keep saying "a no" but they most definitely don't hold this "yes"; for this particular "YES" is kept safe for us in Jehovah's bosom in Jesus' name amen.

"Don't leave mama"; not yet, for i want you to stay! Hang in there, let's do steem/steemit together and let's start to fixing some of the cheating in this life, even on behalf of others and let's watch and drool in this new-found beauty, where each person at least has a fighting chance in the big/small battles. 

"Steem/Steemit; stay as well". No shaking, no competition, no setback! "We can't see these things". You have allowed me to dent this piece of my legacy into you, so hang in there for the testimonies that follow.


I Pray My Mama Lives


Chemo is going to be dangerous for her, so we are starting out alternative medicine. She is drained and her blood count is a low and platelet count is extremely low, her eyes has blood in them. 

Two doctors assessed her and they aren't positive and its painful. Deep down, i wish by now, we (the kids) had the means to fight for her like complete humans but there is a ton of factors that tie us. Well, there are no ropes, so for now, we hope to try; to pray and hope that her blood count can pick up again. "She won't take blood!"

I am with hopes that next week, we can start alternative medicine under MDs. I don't get to talk this much, please bear with me. Words can't cover the true context of stuff like this and how i process them. If you have any ideas, about alternative medicines for leukemia, kindly leave a comment with tips.


All I Do Now And Have Done On Steem/Steemit, Is Dedicated To Her.

Underlyingly, the reason for setting up a full RPC node "wss://steemd.steemgigs.org" for steemit, is to start dedicating things to her, by loving humanity even more. 

"The steemgigs interface" and surpassinggoogle.com etc as well, that i am trying to haste into existence in the coming weeks, is also being hasted upon, so i can dedicate something, a produce of me, to her

I so so so want to show it to her, as something of me, that we will gift to humanity to fix matters a bit and lift some of the suffering. 

She will have some more valuable tears in her eyes even amidst her pain, when she sees it and of that i am sure.

I need to rush these things, so as too show her. Everyday at this moment, counts like crazy. 

Deep down in my heart, i know she will stay! When she gets strong again and back to life. My dad's case will be next. 

This is an era of fixing and it won't stop. I won't. Jehovah keep our lives in his bosom and i won't stop loving you and when i use the word "love", it is not just a word; "it is a heftily weighty word, staunch, proven and fully felt!" 

It is not theory; its practical.

Your Boy Terry

@surpassinggoogle

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Hello ....
Thanks for the info on the witness thing, ill vote!

I feel you.
the struggle is there, life is unfair to see how things happen again and again, these misfortunes.
I see why u work so hard.
as i read this, i see how my future will be with my mom, and her being sick, I dont think I can handle seeing her suffer as well. and this is the first time i will talk about this here. but we have to deal with things that are already here and settle with what remedy we can do.
Chamomile tea can combat cancer cells, try it.
you are well equipped with intelligence and independence and youre using it for good.
To why The Life allowed this to happen to your mother, there may be explanations we never can explain.
But now that its there, be strong and accept it and never forget to fight the good fight. that way you lose nothing.
You never lose, just learn.
As viewers and readers, we will never understand the intensity of your frustration and pain.
I will pray earnestly for you and your family. Thank you for being an inspiration.
Heart strong.

Yes sweetie. Your earnest prayers will not go unanswered by Jehovah in Jesus name amen

PRaying for your mom Terry.
Try "malunggay" or Moringa, you can buy it in local market or ask your neighbor too, malunggay is everywhere.. Boil the malunggay then drink it like a tea.

Stay strong Terry! God will make a way amen.
hugss to you and your mom.

LABAN LANG!

Thank you. Will do. Someone said sambong leaves as well

You can try that too. One more, "guyabano fruit" or soursop. There's plenty of this in the provinces or market. Your mom knows this fruit. Try also raw diet, only 100 % raw veges and fruits.

love and prayers xoxo

get well soon to your mother @surpassinggoogle🙏... Stay strong po.

Hi @surpassinggoogle.
"Chemo is going to be dangerous for her, so we are starting out alternative medicine. She is drained and her blood count is a low and platelet count is extremely low, her eyes has blood in them.

Two doctors assessed her and they aren't positive and its painful. Deep down, i wish by now, we (the kids) had the means to fight for her like complete humans but there is a ton of factors that tie us. Well, there are no ropes, so for now, we hope to try; to pray and hope that her blood count can pick up again. "She won't take blood!"

The above are your words, but the following are the word of Jehovah for Mama. He said that chemo or no chemo Mama will live. Blood count or no blood count Mama will live. She will not only live but will live to fulfill purpose and see his children's children even to the level of great grand children. He said with long life will He (Jehovah) satisfy her. The only song I can sing to you now is the above that MAMA WILL LIVE TO DECLARE THE GLORY OF GOD ON EARTH.
I know you are scared ofr her but i need you to keep believing in Him for perfect healing. The Doctors can give their own report. But the biblw says whose report would you believe? Is the report report of the one with BALM OF GILEAD. Please this is the time to put you faith to work Terry and you will not regret. I know Mama will join us soon and we shall all enjoy the testimony. Her full recovery will be another post (testimony) on this platform. We shall rejoice with you and your entire family.
@surpassinggoogle you need to stay strong and expect a miracle from Jehovah alone. He will do it. Just keep confessing good as an incurable Optimist like me. One love bro.

Claimed

Sending your Mom light, love and blessings @supassinggoogle a.k.a Sir Terry. Hold on we are supporting you all the way. God bless you more.

And so shall it be

I'm so sad for you terry. I know nothing is replacement of mother in this world. So I am worry about the health of your mum (Which is no doubt a mum of every steemian). I collected some beautiful posters for you @surpassinggoogle. I hope my little effort will come a smile on your face:
From Mum:

From Terry:

From all The Steemians:
Dear mom, seeing you sick and lying on your hospital bed is hard. Please remember that we are all here for you, whatever happens. We can’t wait to see you back to being lively again, we love you!

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source 1
source 2

"Don't leave mama"; not yet, for i want you to stay! Hang in there, let's do steem/steemit together and let's start to fixing some of the cheating in this life, even on behalf of others and let's watch and drool in this new-found beauty, where each person at least has a fighting chance in the big/small battles.

And mama will surely live!
I weep with you, I feel the pains, the aches, the fight, the struggles, the prayers to heaven. You are not alone in this. Jehovah is there with your mama and she will smile again. Be of courage Terry.

Yes Edith. She will get well. Thank you for adding your being to this fight. Jehovah bless you and us all in Jesus' name amen

Sir, first of all good morning. Secondly, I'm sorry if it took me a day to comment because I was busier yesterday to prepare my little sister's birthday.

I feel you. The time we see our parents laying in bed at the hospital, we keep on wishing they'll be okay and they can finally go out. My mother was placed to the ICU 8 years ago. I was afraid and cried often to see her not stable and it was painful when she talked to me but never knew me. When I went home, my sister and I prayed together that she will be okay. Then for the greatness of the Lord, she is okay now.

Our Lord is our healer. I know your mother will be alright. We are here to pray for you and your family because your sad moment will be our saddest day. Your happiness is our happiness. Your downfall is our downfall. Your mother will be okay.

I have heard so many times on Facebook that the scientists have discovered the new possible treatment for leukemia. My aunt is 60 but she is very active and healthy because Sambong leaves is her supplement since she is young and her treatment for herself when she had stage 3 Leukemia. My friend is also active eho has leukemia because she supplies herself the same plant.

I pray for your mother because it's not simple to lose one of our parents. It happened to me last year that i don't want you to feel the same. God bless you. God heals your mom. Keep the faith.

Thank you for everything in this comment. Jehovah will heal this case of my mama and us all in Jesus' name

I cried. I hope you know so well that we are with you during this battle. I couldnt say much as my heart felt like it's being ripped off. I could feel your pain and I must say, this is what I fear most in life. I hope this won't happen to any of my family member. I'm praying for your mother Terry. I hope the alternative medicine would work on her. Be strong Terry! Sending love and prayers to you and your family

Yep switie, thank you for letting go of tears of behalf of us. These are valuable tears. Even Jesus in perfection gave way to tears. Add prayers to those tears and these will work. Twill be testimonies. It is all complicated, life. I am still young and i already fear that part of life even with my sisters who are still young. I get haunted by it too. Let me stay speechless. Loving you. Stay awesome

we are vulnerable at some point of our life. love can't exist without fear. so what we're feeling is pretty normal I guess especially that when we love, we love deeply. hope you're doing fine Terry. Much love ❤

Lord we come to you today
As we gather here and pray
For we have known a tearful eye
and we ask you Lord, ' Oh why?'
As we thank you for what you give
We ask now that Mum can live.
Please take suffering and the pain
We place her in your car and gain
Bring her comfort and your peace
For your love will never cease
Thank you Lord today
In Jesus name now we pray.

Like will always answer in Nigeria "Amen! Amen!! and Amen!!! in Jesus name. This all you need for now. Jehovah sees and Jehovah knows.

You continue to stay strong, Terry! The rest of the family are here to support you and Tita Wilma. It is very nice to see that our relatives are coming over to visit her since they havent seen her for a very long time. Hoping and praying that the alternative medicines will work for her.

In Jesus' name amen

I also join you to say a big to that. Jehovah will show Himself forth.

So i have seen WAY too many holistic doctors being killed over the speculation that most of them were going to come out and say that there is a cure for cancer ; the only reason it is not on display and it is being supressed is because you can treat cancer over a life time at a cost of over 200billion per year .

But if you can cure cancer then you have lost a coustomer .
Vitamine B17 is found in the bitter almond tree and is known to be a very good cure for cancer ; BUT its banned by the FDA ? ..
Avoid sugar as cancer feeds off sugar - change the diet to alkaline foods ; NO DISEASE at all can survive off an alkaline environment ; thats why a burger cost $3 and a salad cost $8 .

I would also suggest THC oils as they can be known to cure not only cancer, but tumors and seizures and much more .
Although this is ridiculed as being against the law as well ; only because it not only destroys the medicine industry but the lumber as well as most plastic companies .
Hemp and THC are medicine and the government has the proof to this .
Patent No. 6,630,507

this is a huge issue for many people with cancer or anything else ; and i feel like this needs to be known to everyone .
I hope you will take this into consideration to help your loved ones in the future if anything else comes up - but you can document how well this works and prove the speculation that it is a bad drug / gateway drug - is VERY wrong ; especially if the government is holding the proof .

Yes will take all into consideration and document progress. Thank you for your love, care and effort here

Of course ; it is not a problem, love should be spread just like information - for free .

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