I Am Above And Beyond Being Bothered...W.O.V.E.N.

When I arrived on Steemit in June of 2017, it seems that I was just waking up. I was coming out of a closed crystallized state of gestation and the blinders were falling away one by one.

I was experiencing a re-awakening that caused me to move and move faster. I recollected my scattered energies, I now had the clarity to see my purpose and what I needed to do to embark upon the next phase of my life’s journey. I also had returned to my center.

I was no longer in limbo I could feel a firm foundation beneath my feet and my inner core was stronger now. And suddenly all this creative energy and many downloads of information and messages begin to flow in. And I felt a deep need to tell the story of my experience with verbal abuse.
I had been writing for years, my story of what I endured in the form of poetry. As I arrived on Steemit I could see how I was supposed to present that story to the world.

It would be in the form of a book (which will be released soon).

These are some of the poetic excerpts from the book that I have shared on the Steemit Platform since I arrived here in June of 2017.
https://steemit.com/poetry/@rensoul17/poetry-trail-s-steemit-slam-1-closing-doors-original-poetry
https://steemit.com/poetry/@rensoul17/runaway-rhymes-7-entry-an-angel-just-passing-through
https://steemit.com/poetry/@rensoul17/the-paradoxal-door
https://steemit.com/poetry/@rensoul17/windows-of-my-soul
https://steemit.com/poetry/@rensoul17/space-to-breathe

I now affirm that I am Above And Beyond Being Bothered.

The Manifesto
Because sometimes we can’t kiss it and make it all better. Sometimes we have to endure a season of longsuffering where life doesn’t feel or look good. And we have to continually feel the pain, the struggle, the loneliness and the hurt of it all. Even when on the outside we don't look like we are dealing with a disease, yet on the inside the fire lingers and burns.

And sometimes we get flashbacks even though the years separate us from the attack(s) because those wounds went deep and they did not heal but were just covered over.

Because the hurt was not given the needed attention; in the innermost parts of us it transformed into a life of its own, becoming something that we never intended to give birth to, yet silently and hidden it festered.
While we could only afford to give energy and attention to the present moment and all that life in that moment was demanding and screaming for us to do. We had to move on in life or get left behind. And many women go through life HIDDEN in plain sight. And so many of those around us every day don’t truly know us or see us. They only see the Mask we wear.

Because healing was not allowed those hidden things rise to the surface of our lives often being triggered unconsciously by events, sounds, smells, clothes too tight that send us into a state of rage, just sometimes we find ourselves in places and spaces where we feel every inch of our brokenness,

or the aching voids that leave us wanting, and expanding in our spirit because we need to express this experience we need to overcome it but in a paradoxical way we also need to deal with it so that those that follow will not have to enter into the nightmares of what is too often is a silent kind for years upon years. and we just need a place where we can put all of this, whatever this is for you.
Until we can transmute it and we need support as we go through the process. And what I may have found difficult to overcome, you may automatically see the solution and what you have found to be impossible to work through I may hold the answers to help you.

And we understand and have a knowing that some days are worse than others and many of us have had to struggle alone until we can get back to the really good days, those precious days that feel like Steem and SBD being at an all-time high.

But it’s the not so good days that continue to return to us that is the reason we need support from each other, those that have the capacity to house empathy and compassion and give it freely as the need arises, those that really care. To help us get back to a space where we can affirm, “I Am Above And Beyond Being Bothered.

This post is a beginning of a platform for a healing renaissance to happen, for us to take back our power as women of this earth so that we can resume our rightful roles as the healers and nurturers, mothers of Planet Earth, and so much more.
This post is meant to be the beginning of A Revelation Revolution, where we get out all that we need to express, by way of writing it in the form of fiction, non-fiction, poetry, short story, prose or long story novels, drawing or painting or doodling it, by way of dtube, or dsound, by photography, or making music and singing it.

Whatever your gift or your way of expression is I ask that you join this group of women and share and add your fuel, your gift to the fire.
And if we truly come together as women on a mission of returning to live the best life possible it will happen and it will happen faster as “WE” more than “I”.
This post is a clarion call to all Women who suffer from something that may at the time seems is bigger than life itself and as time goes on it seems to dominate and take up more space in our lives.

Below are just a few things, but there are more. Please share your journey in the comments below and I invite all women to join this platform and group of women including myself and let us come together be strong together and fiercely help and support one another. Please…
Depression
Rape
Connective Tissue Disorder
Physical Abuse
Verbal Abuse
Lyme Disease
M.S.
Fibroids
Arthritis
Mental Illness

The Women’s Group and Platform I desire to form is called W.O.V.E.N. which are the acronyms for Women of Victory Excelling Now. For now, W.O.V.E.N. will be an alliance member of tribeglobal-love on Steemit and Discord. Your invite for discord is here: https://discord.gg/KmEBvSH

In the channel, WOVEN introduce yourself and let's start a conversation.

The symbol for the group is the Bumblebee, because according to science because the bumblebee’s body is too heavy to be supported by its wings its not suppose to be able to fly. But because the bumblebee is above and beyond that information it does fly against all the odds…..

We can now spread our wings and fly, soar as we rise above and beyond the things that have happened to us that do not define who we truly are, as we rise above the naysayers, who told us only what we would not become, or that it couldn’t be done.

As we rise we will see that we can do what seemed to be the impossible bringing silence to all those that were obstacles as they stood in our path as naysayers, our enemies and also as well the many times we stood in our own way, now we have reached a crossroad where we can choose to transform.

Moving away from the polar opposite side of darkness, and uncertainties and back to our center of balance where we will live life at its best as we dare to rise and become Women Of Victory Excelling Now.
I make intentions to be apart of the energetic force in 2018, that assist women to be their own advocate and to return to self-nurturing and self-love. So Be It!!

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