MY STORY (fiction)

my story

It was just like a dream it came suddenly made everything precious and now its all gone. :( My Incomplete Life Story [ Lets called it a precious Moment rather than story ]
I am a medic student and I was Posted at Duty and there was a medic girl too posted on the same department. [ I don’t wanna mention which profession was she or me, just want you to know both related to medical field]. We used to do our duties, as she used to assist me while I do dressing and other works. While describing her she was pretty girl with big eyes, cute face and soft hairs, overall she was very beautiful. I always wished I should talk to her but we were doing lots of works and with duty and busy schedule it was not possible. As I ain’t very forward guy who can talk and make good impression on first talk but I was there hoping for a good moment.
Few Days after I had night duty and By luck or by Chance or lets say coincidence she was there too. We had to do our paper works at night and she was there making files and there I was making Report formats, suddenly with courage I looked at her and smile and she replied me back. Then my heart was nervous whether to utter a word or not and by pulling some courage I started asking her college name and her current years. Slowly we started talking it was around 11 pm at night and we almost had done with our works. Even after the work we talked with each other.Then I asked her Insta Id and she gave it and I add her there itself. :) At around midnight I went to ICU and She was busy with her work, It was How we met.
After few days I messaged her in Insta and it was time of Nepali new year and she replied with instant and there after we started chatting till midnight and I asked for her Number and few days after, she gave her number as well. Then we started talking in phones till midnight. Being in medical field I was too busy with my study and stuffs so I was never so close to a girl and now suddenly everything changed. I experienced most beautiful and most awesome moment of my life. It was all very sweet talking with her at late nights. We even managed to meet. As we met 3-4 times. She was 4 years junior to me and I used to call her Bachaa and everything was perfect to a limit [ at least for me ]
Few days ago I went to a Tourist spot nearby with my brothers and friends. We were there for party, we enjoyed, were drunk [as I always drink to a limit] and went to riverside and there I was drinking beer and looking above to the open sky and while observing stars she [ my bachaa ] suddenly came to my mind and I missed her so much so I thought of calling her and took my phone but to alas [ bad luck or may be Graha Dasha] my phone was off and Charger was in room. But I missed her soo much so I asked my Bro’s cell and called her 3 times but she did not picked it up.
With huge misses I went to room charged my phone and slept. Next morning [ at around 6:00 am] I called her and she said me that She had recieved called from a number 3 times at midnight last night and I just said ow is that so [ As I thought It isnot necessary to explain everything there itself I would explain her after reaching home]
After 2-3 hours I reached home and messaged her than there she stand with very angry messages and text. I asked her why was she soo angry than she replied me that I had given her numbers to others [ as she said she found out the person through viber ] and I said it was me, I missed her so I called her but she called me liar for not explaining everything in morning itself. And she used some harsh words and said me she damn care whether I missed her or not. Her words were so Harsh and said now we shouldnot talk any more and past 2 days we havenot talked or messaged. But this time for me it’s going soo hard, I remember her every time. She comes in my mind all the time. These 2 days, It have been so difficult for me.
I don’t know whether It was my mistake to not let her know or what. I just want her to know that I used to love her and I love her now too. But what you would suggest me in this? What I should have done or What I should do now? Hoping for Positive Responses rather than just making fun of it. As I have gone through it and tomorrow any body can go from this so help me how to deal with it properly.
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