[STK] #21 - REVIEW (WEEK #3)

cipriang (59)in #dtube • 7 years ago

IN YOUR THIRD REVIEW, review all the lessons of the past week and the results of those lessons. Practice today not making any conclusions, but simply recognize the line of development and take note of the progress that you have made thus far. It is too early to make genuine conclusions, though it may be very tempting to do so. Beginning students are not in a position to judge their curriculum. This right must be earned and comes later if you wish for your judgments to have true effect and to be wise.

THEREFORE, IN YOUR ONE PRACTICE PERIOD, review the last section of practice and all that has been experienced thus far.

Practice 21: One 45-minute practice period.

Key Words

"Review the lessons of past week" - "Results" - "Not making any conclusion" - "Simply recognize the development" - "Note the progress"

PRACTICE

(09/01/2018) (#1 - 1:52-2:59 PM)

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Step#15: I SHALL LISTEN TO MY EXPERIENCE TODAY. (30/12/2017) (1 - 45 minute practice)

As of now, I believe that the True Content of my current context in Life is to openly Share the cntent of my Mind with the External aspect of our Subconscious (Internet).
The impulses and wishes that I feel are to 'meet' many beautiful women, go clubbing, drink alcohol, play video-games?

Step#16: BEYOND MY MIND IS KNOWLEDGE. (31/12/2017 - 02/01/18) - (3 - 15 minute practice)

This is where I AM clearly Conscious Aware of my Initiation into a Higher way of perceiving Life.
Where I clearly Understand that I must not condemn myself for that which I have allowed in my own Life, but to forgive myself and move further by means of the newly acquired Knowledge.

Step#17: TODAY I WANT TO HEAR THE TRUTH. (2/01/18) - (3 - 15 minute practice)

This is where I was perceiving myself in a 'dark place' because I had been partying for some 3 nights straight so I was kind of disregarding my practices, my Discipline, and that was the truth of that moment.

Step#18: TODAY I FEEL THE TRUTH ARISING WITHIN MYSELF. (02/01/18) (3 - 15 minute practice)

The main truth that I perceived at that moment was that there still is fear inside of me. Although I have many wonderful Ideas, fear is acting as resistance and is slowing down my process of growth.
Although I say and think that I do not fear judgement, the opposite seems to still be true, for now.

Step#19: TODAY I WISH TO SEE. (03 - 05 - 06/01/2018) - (2 - 15 minute practice)

I stayed with this practice quite a while because I wanted to do it well.
This is where I first got the great Idea of doing a Live Meditation practice. As of Now, I still seem afraid to start it, but I'm working towards it.

Step#20: I WILL NOT LET DOUBT AND CONFUSION SLOW MY PROGRESS. (08/01/2018) - (2 - 15 minute practice)

The Truth is that I've been letting doubts and confusion slow down my progress. This exercise made me Become even more Aware of that, which is of great help in overcoming these unwanted traits within myself.

It has been a hard week because I had to recognize withing myself those traits that I perceive unwanted and want to get rid of, like: confusion, indecision, doubts, fear, lust for women.

General Perspective

This has been a hard week because of how much I went off-road from the main journey, but in the end I came back unto the journey, and that confirms to me that this really is something sthat I want to do, and something I'm serious about.

Also, this weeks exercises made me become so much more Aware of which habits I should keep giving Attention to, and to which not.