[STK] #18 - TODAY I FEEL THE TRUTH ARISING WITHIN MYSELF.
THE TRUTH MUST BE FULLY EXPERIENCED. It is not merely an idea; it is not merely an image, though images and ideas may accompany it. It is an experience, and so it is something that is deeply felt. It may manifest in slightly different ways for those who are beginning to penetrate it, but nonetheless it will arise. It is something you must feel. To have a feeling orientation, your mind must be still. Truth is something you will feel with your entire body, with your entire being.
KNOWLEDGE DOES NOT SPEAK TO YOU AT EVERY MOMENT, but it always holds a message for you. To come into the proximity of Knowledge means that you become more and more like Knowledge itself—more whole, more consistent, more honest, more devoted, more concentrated, more self-disciplined, more compassionate and more self-loving. All of these qualities are developed as you approach that which is the source of these qualities.
IT IS IN THIS DIRECTION THAT YOU WILL PRACTICE moving today as you feel the truth arising within yourself. This will join all aspects of you, giving you a uniform experience of yourself. In your three 15- minute practice periods, give your full attention to feeling the truth arising within yourself. Practice in stillness, and do not be discouraged if it is difficult at first. Simply practice and you will proceed.
THROUGHOUT THE DAY AS WELL, without doubt or hesitation, pursue your true goal in life. From this true goal will come all of the important things that you will need to accomplish and the great power of vision and discernment that will allow you to find those individuals that you have come into the world to find.
Practice 18: Three 15-minute practice periods.
General Perspective
A big and ugly truth that was revealed to me in a clear manner during this practice is that I still fear the judgement of others, although I say and want to not do it anymore. Although I have so many great Ideas that I could put into use, I still have fear of the external world.
And another limiting truth is that many Ideas that I have are not put into practice. I have them, entertain them for a while and then just say that I would do them at some other time, which most of the time doesn't happen. I have to be in the Present Moment and choose that which I think that it's the greatest Idea at that moment and act on it until fulfilled, without wavering and giving my Attention to other Ideas. It's about FOCUS.
PRACTICE
(02/01/2018) (3:05 PM)
#1 - This thing that I AM called into doing, this sharing of myself with the exterior form of our subconscious is something that shakes the very core that I AM, it entertains my fears as well as my Passions.
It is not something that I randomly came up with, it is something that I've found after continuously looking for Direction in my Life.
The truth is that I can and want to Express so many things from Life, but there is still some fear that is acting as resistance and it's not letting these 'Life Aspects' flow through me.
That deeply felt Truth that we can see how the external world is shaped by the general Mind Attitude of us, people.
Former Steps
#1 - I AM WITHOUT KNOWLEDGE NOW. (part two)
#2 - KNOWLEDGE IS WITH ME. WHERE AM I?
#4 - I WANT WHAT I THINK I KNOW.
#5 - I BELIEVE WHAT I WANT TO BELIEVE.
#6 - I HAVE A TRUE FOUNDATION IN THE WORLD.
#8 - TODAY I WILL BE STILL + Dream (Syncronicity)
#9 - IN STILLNESS ALL THINGS CAN BE KNOWN.
#11 - I AM NOT APART FROM LIFE.
#12 - MY INDIVIDUALITY IS TO EXPRESS LIFE ITSELF.
#13 - I WANT TO BE SEPARATE TO BE UNIQUE.
#15 - I SHALL LISTEN TO MY EXPERIENCE TODAY.
#16 - BEYOND MY MIND IS KNOWLEDGE.
#17 - TODAY I WANT TO HEAR THE TRUTH.
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