Protect and serve? Who?

Once upon a time, 2,5 years ago to be exact, I decided that I want to live with nature. Learn to be independent and self-sufficient.

I found my little piece of paradise, with donkey paths, deep in the mountains of Las Alpujarras, South Spain.
I decided to spend my life's savings and buy these 6 hectares of pure awesomeness and rebuild an ancient ruin in the middle of Natural Park of Sierra Nevada.

Soon I realized I did not escape the obsolete worldview that did not resonate with me anymore. I thought deep in the forest, they would leave me alone. I was wrong.

Now I know there is nowhere left to run.

Let me paraphrase what happened to me a year ago. I am still awaiting a court trial, which is just around the corner.

• Hey, I'm here to protect you - said a stranger in a green costume - What is this plant doing in your garden? We are burning witches, and you will be judged by a retarded sociopath, still living in dark ages, and in the cage you go. The judge went to school, that gave a paper, saying it is moral to order harmless people around and put them in cages.

Resist and die!

• I never asked for your "protection". I don't know why I'm a danger to a "collective health" by growing a medicine recommended in writing by my doctor... in the middle of my off-grid farm in a mountain forest. I had a terrible accident and my bones are full of metal and I'm in constant pain. It helps me better than anything else and it does not hurt my stomach, liver and does not make me feel sick all the time, nor cause any chronic disease, like painkillers pushed by pharma. You forced me to pay for your service. I had a choice to pay or die. If I refuse to pay even more for your "protection" with the fine you would give me, I will have to go in a cage. If I refuse you will draw a weapon on me and if I walk away, you will kill me. I just wanted to be left alone.

• nonsense! You just don't understand what "civilized" means. We are the "guardians of civilians" (Guardia Civil). You are a civilian, your doctor also. You both decided it would be best for your health. Therefore we do not care! Pharma and politicians are not civilians and I was sent here by a stranger who wrote that you are a danger to an imaginary collective. We know, based on no evidence, that you do not want to make ointments for your legs, but you will sell this terrible drug! Contrary to World Health Organisation, statistics, science, individual freedom, philosophy, humane behavior and all the knowledge human race has... or our neighboring country Portugal, that decriminalized drugs in 2004, and had 80% drop in drug use.. Therefore, by putting on a costume and calling myself your guardian, I am automatically exempted from any logic, morality and I can terrorize and kill you. You are an idiot, if you don't get it. Tell your dog to shut up or he will get it.

I already paid EUR700 to my lawyer. I am missing EUR1300... and I invested all my money in rebuilding the house, before it will collapse completely and kill me. I started a seed-bank.
I had just about enough to survive till I grow my first food and be able to exchange it the nearest villages. I invested a portion of my savings in crypto, but I have been selling it now for a while to survive and there is not much left.

Do I deserve for the project of my life to crushed, by the people I am paying to protect me?

One day I might be put in a cage... I still don't know the date, so I need to live in fear of my freedom being raped any day now. By people who are the reason why 300 million humans were slaughtered in last 100 years alone... accusing me of harming the "public health"? Really?

Can someone please wake me up? Or better yet, put me back to sleep... to awake from slavery,. just to see everyone is asleep... aggressively protecting this cult. What have I ever done to deserve this mad money circus?

They climed through the mountains to terrorize me then, and within next half a year, they visited me yet again. Threatened me that if I should grow this year, they will search and find it again.
They send their drones. They even threatened me and my horse, that I saved from a butcher, because I did not pay to get some number. And this is why they might take him away, give me EUR3000 fine and turn my friend into dog food. They can come and take my solar panels any day now, as I did not pay tax for using the sun.

They called me in to their office, for me to prove my bike wasn't stolen. They called me in again to say they heard rumors, that I am not afraid of them (only thing they are right about). They said if they will ever hear it again they will have "a machete" with me... Wonder what that means. I must have mentioned this to my friend in a bar and some boot-licking fascist overheard it...

What is wrong with the society? I have never hurt anyone. I helped countless people in my life. I had homeless people staying here with me FFS!

I just received pieces of paper, with written threats.
The laboratory has found 1209g of Cannabis Sativa, worth EUR2540,14.

I was accused of harming the "public health" and this is why they took my plants, so I could be forced to hurt my health and not follow my doctors recommendation, I may be forced to loose my health in a cage, just as millions of other innocent people.

The law in Spain says you can have marijuana for personal use, but you cannot grow it or trade it.

I am not a magician. I do not know how to get something out of nothing. Should I contact gangs to get my medicine? It is also illegal!

I may be forced to have to pay EUR3000 fine or 15 days more of being caged, should I refuse and pay some additional costs (my Spanish sucks). Need my lawyer to translate it properly to me. The translator I got from the government, had worst English than my Spanish...

These retarded rabid apes can crucify me for my liberty, but they will not scare me into being an obedient, homogeneous slave. I don't care if they will torture nor kill me. Evolution will take care of the obsolete soon enough. If I can get my voice heard, it is good enough.

I am not that important to myself.

Dear "protectors".

Thank you for your service. You make me feel so safe it hurts :(

Still me:

Anyone is welcome to use this text apart from the members of the most evil cult in history of human kind.

I believe that every interaction between humans should be voluntary. I want for each individual to be the only controller of their lives and their property. I am an anarchist, a capitalist, a voluntaryist, but most of all, I am an individual, who does not recognize your value by the status you achieved in an imposed, imaginary collective. No matter who you are; if you respect others, respect me, I will always respect you.

PEACE AND LOVE IN ANARCHY

If you'd like to see who I am, check out my off-grid farm at @lostambores.
Love ya!
Rob