I miss who you used to be...
Every once in a while I write to free myself with something, someone, sometimes I can only think of things when I'm alone, this is one of these things that happened to me, maybe if it's addressed to someone, but I'm sure she will not see it, In the same way I would like to show you what I did and I hope you like it.
I hate you for being a fallen angel, someone who was in paradise and for your desire changed your lifestyle, how sad it was that you changed from being one in a million and now be part of the million.
Throughout my life I have met people of different classes, with different tastes and strange habits, never judge them because that is how I met them, but you, you were not like that, you changed for bad, you dare to say that you can still fly but you have wings with holes, undoing more and more, rotting, your soul is falling, your body is exhausted, you are not the one you used to be, you do not have that special touch.
You were afraid I would leave you for someone ordinary, but now you are. Is that your way of getting my attention? but the only thing you've done is that I cry for the person I once knew... And I fell in love.
Some days I blame myself for letting you go, for you to become what you are today, but I must not blame you for your decisions, I was never your master to force you to do something, but it was your guide so you would not get lost along the way.
I hope you resume the flight, because if you keep falling you'll meet the devil himself or maybe I'm wrong thinking about what you want and that's what you really want, to know someone who supports you now, but for the sake of my memories, I hope is not like that.
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Thank you for such a heartfelt post @jeseda32! It's beyond difficult to watch someone we love doing things that are so harmful to themselves, and in the process, changing who they really are.
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There is a post about what is Pay it Forward? I am interested
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Wonderful post @joseda32. Very relatable on so many levels. There is something that is very cathartic about writing things out.
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It was a double feature, by @el-nailul and @stever82! Roughly at the same time!
So it looks like you were featured twice on the Pay It Forward Contest:
First by @el-nailul... in this post here
and then by @stever82... in this post
Congratulations! What a honour!
Hahaha thanks, for be honest I don't know what is the Pay It Forward, but I'm glad that some people like my post
Nice writing, being let down, feeling the pain and projecting it, is an art form @joseda32 well done.
Thanks for read!!
Well writing @joseda32, sometimes when we have to let someone we trust free, it's hard to accept the situation because we still have the feeling. Hope that someone read your mind and finally realised what kind of precious person you are.
Found your post through @el-nailul entry post in the pay it forward contest this week, keep writing!
Thanks for read!!
It so hard to go through what you're going through. Writing can be a great way to deal with all the raw emotions.
I found your post because @el-nailul and @stever82 featured you in a Pay it Forward Curation Contest entry. Keep up the good work!