You see me around crying...crying in pain with those emotional thing from my heartaches down to my failures in life...The melodrama of leaving by everybody. I have cried over those and still crying everytime I see things that reminds me of the person. Maybe It's part of my life.
<center>I am emotionally broke...
Now physically in pain..</center>
I was diagnose to have a peptic ulcer 15 years ago...but I felt the pain since I am in my high school days. I think I am second year high school. I am the type of a person who stays long in a certain task even without eating. Because of this attitude that it may have been cause. I also have a migraine that I can't tolerate because maybe I overwork myself staying long hours at night without sleep. That trigger my migraine more. I felt the pain killing me each time it attacks. That is why I need to take a pain killer. I stayed long hours crying if not...and it caused me so much pain for days. 2-3 days is the least. I am not physically fit of anything and this really burdened me.
Since last night I can't do anything nor have a post for my steemit account, I can't even hang-up in discord or facebook because I am in bed tremendously ill with my stomach again. I felt the pain once again that I have not going to for years now since I transferred here in Agoncillo. Because of the fair weather here. my migraine don't attack much so I don't need to drink pain killer.
I have research about my sickness
Peptic Ulcer are open source that develop in the lining of the stomach. It is
Burning stomach pain
Regular use of pain reliever
This is really making my life miserable. Especially now that we have no companion in the house for days. But anyway though not tolerable #greatkid is always there to help me. He gives me milk to drink and ask water. He even mix my oatmeal. as I cannot eat rice as of the moment ...each time I eat, It cause me a lot pain...so I need to go back to basic again. Soft diet...It so hard to have suffer this especially if what I have in the house is just a kid.
Back to sterilize milk for drinks...bye coffee for days. Well I love drinking coffee especially in the morning
And skyflakes for snack...again I am with this bored life of eating food I have been eating for years..
And tonight and the nights after this...sharing a moment with greatkid alone...is very disappointing having the worst moment of my life...
It's too hard to be alone...the more I am in pain knowing I can't lean on to people I used to care about. It is at this moment that I felt more pain.
To @beanz who always there to support...thank you so much ma'am.
To @enginewitty you are such a great help...thank you for your concern and teaching me the things I need to know.
To @c0ff33a sir...thanks so much you are a great help to me...and all the rest who helps me a lot.
Family is a family...thank you guys.
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