How do you stop the ocean from swallowing you?
I am in the middle of the ocean. It is night and the spirits of the oceans are angry.The water is raging, waves are breaking apart my raft. I don't think I can survive another minute. I see the reaper approaching. Death is at my doorstep. How did I even get here? IMAGE SOURCE
I have two schooling days left to be done with my work; to submit it for moderation and punch it in. I know I was a bit dramatic in the opening paragraph of this post. I do however feel like I am in the scenario I described.
I have pushed as much as I could but I still have much to do. I followed all the steps in maximising my output in order to finish the work quickly and efficiently. But yet I am still behind. This led me to wonder what could have gone wrong. What could have caused me to fall behind with my work? I found the answer. I have been working so hard that it completely slipped my mind.
About a month ago I fell terribly ill and I couldn't go to work for an entire week. Five days worth of work was difficult to catch up on because of various factors. I managed to cover most of it but the formal assessments are still lagging behind. This is where my frustrations are arising from. IMAGE SORCE
The tasks themselves aren't the issue, the learners are. It is a struggle to get them to submit their work on time. They always have excuses. As it is the end of the term, is the worst time to get them to hand in their work as most of them have stopped coming to school.
Today I was taking marks for prepared reading in my grade six English period. To my surprise sixteen learners were absent in that class alone. What is more annoying is that I specifically told them not be absent as we still had two outstanding formal activities to do.
At times as teachers we feel as if these children do such things to spite us. It's a bit harsh to say I understand but we truly cannot help but to feel this way at times like these.
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The grade fours are also not making things any easier. Three weeks ago I gave them a project to do. All that was required of them was to go to the library and asked for handouts relating to the project, take three pictures of their local area and to asked their parents for help in conducting a three short question interview. I reminded them and completed the project in class as a case study. Today was submission day. Not even one had done the work.
The grades sevens have done all their tasks and all that is left is a reading aloud task. We could not do it today as I was doing damage control with the grades fours. I asked the grade sevens not to be absent on Monday. I am sitting here typing this post wondering if they are going to abide to my request.
These are small issues that are creating a huge problem for me. I regret to have fallen ill for as long as I had. I would have probably been done with everything by now. IMAGE SOURCE
I currently feel like my boat is being swallowed up by the ocean... But I am an educator. I am equipped to handle any situation. I will find a way to get a hold of all those learners with outstanding marks in these two schooling days that are left. Where there's a will there's a way.
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Interesting post !
Thank you
You'll get through this! If your students don't hand in the work, there is nothing you can do, but give them the grade they earned on the various projects- a zero. While they may not have done the task you assigned , you have the opportunity to teach them an important life lesson. That there are consequences to you decision.
Unfortunately the education system in South Africa favours the learners way more than it does teachers. Our rights have been replaced by theirs. We have no authority anymore. The system is structured to take all responsibility away from the learner and is shifted towards the teacher. If the learner doesn't submit their work I am going to be held accountable for it. When they fail because of that I am going to be blamed and reprimanded for it. The children are no longer held responsible for their own actions. We as teachers are forced to carry that burden for them. That is why I am anxious.
Wow, that is sad! There are so many factors that impact a student's learning, it is wrong to hang it all on the teacher.
We have been saying the same thing for years but our cries fall on deaf ears. After doing all we can it's still not enough. We must know everything that is a factor in every single child's performance and know how to solve it. It's ridiculous but these are the conditions we work under.
You will get through this...we all have to put up with these issues and we always make it. Just hang on and be strong.
I shall do just that. Every challenge presents an opportunity for growth. I'll come out of this stronger and better. I really appreciate your support. Thank you.
Only 2 days left?!
Only 2 days. Need a miracle.
Great post, worthy upvote from @socialmediaseo
Thank you so much for the support.
i love this post...
Thank you for reading it.
nice
Thanks
welcome sir
Patience in teaching today would be the last thing I could do, lack of motivation would drive me crazy (without much help) I take my hat of to any educators today in schools where classes exceed 20 learners at a time @solomonsel
It requires the patience of a saint and you are pretty much alone. The established "helping" structures are just to submit paperwork. 20 learners? WE are teaching 50 to 55 learners in a class.