Paradox of Emotions (An Original Poem)

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I am series of contradictions
that you can't decipher.
A paradox of emotions.
My eyes will say something,
and my words will not even
match up to them.

I want to run into the wind,
live every moment like it's the last,
and I also want to hide in the dark,
not visible to anyone.

I want to laugh out loud,
but I feel scared
that it'll be snatched
away from me.

I don't say what I think.
I give advices I don't follow.
I want peace,
but find chaos everywhere.

I try going back to what I was,
stumbling upon how sorted I was.
Falling upon those pieces
of myself that are no longer mine.
Yes I am a paradox of emotions.

I'll be happy, but still be lost.
I'll be crazy, but still be normal.
I'll be tired, but I'll still try.
After all, that's how we all are, aren't we?

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Last Seven Days Poems :

• I feel nothing
• You are Important.
• Don't Come Back.
• Can I have what I lost?
• Over a Cup of Coffee.
• Do What You Love
• Hold On.

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Image Source : Pixabay

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