screw the wave, I'll make a new tide

Life, so beautiful the way it works. I've never been one to wait for the perfect moment, Im taking this moment and making it perfect. My life has always been against the odds. It's pretty crazy how I recently was introduced to steemit.com. I have literally been searching for an outlet to express myself through my writing for quite some time now. I feel like though what I have to tell is unrelateable to most, but interesting enough to catch the attention of another at prey to the same shark. Since a young age I've been pretty troubled when it comes to handling my emotions. Safe to say my childhood and upbringing had a lot to do with it. As I get older, I take grasp of my issues with a much stronger hand. I grew up in a world that was black and white, brightness vs contrast however you want to understand it, two visions that where complete opposite. I'm hesitating as to how much depth I want to get into. A natural reaction I tend to let get in my way. But I'm over doing that. I'm done holding back, restricting myself. There's an ocean of thought inside me that I need to let out. If no one hears me that's fine. This is all for the being within myself. If I can help someone along the way then even better. I'm just a young, single mom with a story. Tides have varied amounts of depth. We have shallow waters, and deep waters. Gradually going in the water is always best in my eyes. I'm not one to jump straight into the deep end. This is me dipping my feet into the water to test the temperature. I am a beautiful flaw.