Prompt of the day “Portal” - From The Other Side

in #freewrite3 years ago

I feel like my life has taken me through a portal into a alternative reality. A place where what I thought would be the opposite continually presents itself.

Is it bad?
Not necessarily but it is disconcerting on a regular basis.

Honestly when I was young I had ideas of not living as long as I have! I was never afraid of death or hurting myself because of it.

Not suicidal but more like I had knowledge my life would not run into old age so I mind as well live it to the fullest even if slightly self destructive .

I am near that age now and the complications my life has put in my path now force me to fear that which I had previously not.

Not because I will be leaving but the process I will go through while doing so.

I welcome the relief but fear the agony, the final stretch we have no choice of.

What will be my final hurdle?

I bet you on this side of the portal I will not be blessed with an easy passing but rather cursed with a long brutal one!

Let me know your thoughts in the comments below!!!

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One of the deepest freewrites I have ever read. Now, you've put me in a thinking tank..

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Welcome to my reality, I don’t seem to ever be able to get out of that tank!

Thanks for stopping in and commenting ❤️

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I never thought I'd live as long, either, but I'm glad my speculations were off. I've experienced a lot of life, joy and suffering, too. I'm glad that life has brought me this far and now I look toward tomorrow with some anticipation to see what new things are coming up my path. Nice freewrite! Keep enjoying the good you find.

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I often wonder where that original speculation came from..... ahh well life goes on...

Thanks for stopping in and commenting ❤️

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My pleasure & I an not sure where mine came from either. For some reason I had it in my mind that I would not live past 18. When 18 came and went I realized that it was just something in my own head. Have a great day!

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Some form of social programming I would imagine!

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I don't know...that could well be. I 🤪

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I know I keep finding situations where my social programming has included a false self doubt narrative.... programmed by Disney I say

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Portal took you on a bit of a morbid direction. :)

I "welcome the relief but fear the agony" also... such a deep, introspective line... me too. I hope it happens in my sleep, as do most of us I imagine, but I feel that the getting there is what will be most painful!


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I’m feeling pretty morbid these days

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El único requisito para morir es estar vivo. Es algo en lo que hoy estuve pensando mucho, es dificil aceptar la fragilidad humana y hasta lo insignificante por así decirlo, ya que nada se detiene, el mundo continua y es como si nada hubiese ocurrido. Pero creo firmemente que nos depara un lugar mejor acorde a nuestras acciones y y es por ello que debemos cuidar quien somos en el paso terrenal. Cuando lo aceptemos no habrá temor.

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The only requirement to die is to be alive. It is something I was thinking a lot about today, it is difficult to accept human frailty and even the insignificant, so to speak, since nothing stops, the world continues and it is as if nothing had happened. But I firmly believe that we have a better place according to our actions and that is why we must take care of who we are in the earthly step. When we accept it, there will be no fear.

You are correct my friend, acceptance is the path to inner peace in which we lose the fear! Thanks for stopping in 🙏

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I love : I welcome the relief but fear the agony, the final stretch we have no choice of..... great free writing

Sometimes I amaze myself when doing these free writes, going back and reading sometimes I’m like “did I write that?“ 😆

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Thats the best feeling, i know

I find it more alarming than anything.

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Honestly when I was young I had ideas of not living as long as I have! I was never afraid of death or hurting myself because of it.

You must be one helluva kid then, man!

I welcome the relief but fear the agony, the final stretch we have no choice of.

This is a large boat, alot of us are in it. But, when i do decide to leave here, i wanna leave being fulfilled and happy.

Deep writing.

Yea I was a bit of a hellion as a kid and younger man, smartened up a bit as of late.

I hear you my friend, leaving with a sense of fulfillment is mandatory in my eyes also!

Thanks for stopping in ❤️ Always try do my freewrites from the heart!

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