Forcing The Steps Needed to Unfuck My Life
Man, Life can be a box of fuckups sometimes.. Although in order to taste any sort of success sometimes you just have to bite into the fuckups, tear them apart and drink the sweet sweet success nectar hidden inside. Without struggle and failure one wouldn't know how success even tastes. You got to have the negatives to the perfect picture to truly appreciate it.
My life sort of fell apart over the course of this year.. Went from having basically anything I want, no cares or worries to basically ending up fucked because the dumbass in charge of steering my life seemingly fell asleep at the wheel. Between a string of terrible luck and becoming to comfortable just coasting along what once felt like an unstoppable thriving empire in the making lays nearly in rubble. But like the mythical phoenix bird and its legend of being reborn from the fiery ashes of its own demise I to shall rise from this terrible circumstance I've seemingly fallen into. No other choice really, it isn't in my nature to grasp at my potential only to fade away as a "has been" and become some obscure character.
Admittedly my own self defeated attitude landed me where I am now. No one has to tell me that I fell off the wagon and got run over by the tires. I know full well that my inability to focus and resettle after losing my house and most of my possessions to mould put me where I am now. Rather than facing my problems head on and ensuring my own continuity looking back on it all now what happened was nothing short of me giving up on my dreams and aspirations. Part of me simply wanted to die I think, perhaps part of me still does.. I don't really know. Guess that comes with being a mad man that has more than a touch of depression at times.
In retrospect I am grateful to have recovered my health after becoming sick and having life fall apart on me. The slip into turmoil has certainly taken a toll on my psyche but at the end of the day I've simply got to "man the fuck up" and try to rekindle the fire inside of myself that drove my STEEM engine (har har har) forward at a rate it once cruised.
While I'm certainly not at my best right now and have a metric fuckton of things stacked against me with the odds tilting towards failure simply put I cannot give up. I need to find a way to recollect the remnants of my possessions scattered around, attempt to set up an office again and hopefully find a suitable place to work. While I'm not outside on the streets it's sort of getting to the point where I'm currently located that I may be stretching my welcome. Oh well, surely will look back on all this horse shit one day and view it as a minor bump on a long road to awesomeness.
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Thanks for your post!
Even though I had different problems, 2018 was by far the worst year of my life as well. Kinda running is sync with the crypto market lol. I made the mistake of thinking that it can't get much worse, until it did.
So now we have to work our way through this pile of horseshit that life has thrown in our faces.
"If it is to be, it's up to me..." Cheers
Seems everyone I talk to is saying that 2018 has just been a garbage year.
It can always get better.. And always get worse.. Count on it.
Cheers!
Take on small goals first. It helps me feel better about myself and fuels me for the bigger tougher one's. You got this.
Good advice. It can seem daunting to think of all the stuff that must be done.. So one step at a time is the way.
Other's blessings are with you which will help you to make it faster.
Appreciate the blessings I do.
And any time, you are about to give up, just tell yourself three more, i.e. try three more times. You will see a lot of difference.
Sir @klye life is really a struggle, for some people it is a pure misery with lots of uncertainties and for some an intermittent problem with solutions. I think you fall in the latter and I think that you will be fine.
My life is a rollercoaster good sir.. Always has been, not sure if that will ever change. <3
Always keep going, man! Even in dark times. Ive been there too. I fucked up my whole life too basically. But I learned and became much stronger than before. We gotta learn how to embrace our dark side. By embracing it we learn how to live with it and we sustain in balance!
Appreciate the words kind captain.
Balance is something I've always sucked ass at.. Working on it though. <3
Me too, but we have to keep trying.
Hang in there Mr Klye, paraphrasing what you said; you have to add shit to the earth so that the roses can grow.
You got this my friend
hahahaha. I like your saying good sir! Thanks for that.
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