Thanks for your post!
Even though I had different problems, 2018 was by far the worst year of my life as well. Kinda running is sync with the crypto market lol. I made the mistake of thinking that it can't get much worse, until it did.

So now we have to work our way through this pile of horseshit that life has thrown in our faces.

"If it is to be, it's up to me..." Cheers