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in teamgood •  4 months ago

I want to thank @walden for opening my eyes to the level of abuse and harassment that is not only tolerated, but rewarded, here on the Steemit platform. Someone at the Tennessee meetup sent him one of the worst pictures of me I've ever seen, knowing he would think it could be a weapon to use against me. Too bad I don't care who did so or why.

Hey genius: Someone sitting in their nice air-conditioned home with two hours of makeup and a photo filter and picking the best of the pictures is going to look differently than they do sitting on a porch in Tennessee in 90% humidity in a picture that an even bigger scumbag than you picked out so you could use it for harassment and comment spam.

And if you think my right eye being mutilated during one of two failed attempts on my life is funny ... you're the joke, dude. You just aren't smart enough to get it.

But he wins. @steemit might as well hire him as their spokesperson.

We have some projects in the works utilizing the Steem blockchain, but this platform is a cesspool of hatred and abuse, and I'm getting to old to be a righteous crusader for truth and justice. If nobody else will do it ... well, you reap what you sow. Your silence is deafening.

Disappointment is generally caused by unrealistic expectations. It was a mistake to let my guard down, let any of you meet me in person, let others profit at my expense. Lesson learned.

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It is sad to see just how low people can go, I know it happens - we all do, but even the worst I have ever encountered before had some moral standards - this really is the lowest of the low.

I have never tried to hide the fact I love this platform myself, since being introduced to Steemit I have followed an incredible journey where I have met so many incredible people - albeit virtually they have given me a renewed sense of life and belonging - so many I now feel are truly friends even though I have never met them and most likely never will. To me the minority of bad is far outweighed by the incredible majority of good - although I have just maybe been lucky nobody has yet chosen to pick on the tiny tit with a beard.

That you have support though @ancapbarbie is without a doubt, in the short time I have been in contact with you it has been truly inspirational - you really are the most incredible person who will give anyone as much time as they need to help and encourage them. Be it guidance on Markdown, post composition or even just how to compose yourself on Steemit - so many accounts on here have you to thank for guiding and supporting their progress.

@tygertyger has been fiercely fighting your corner, I understand her concerns and it should not go without saying that you truly have a loyal guardian in her fighting her side. You both know you have your admiration, as people with solid Spirt and Soul you stand up and fight for what you believe - something so many could learn from.

@thekittygirl has also pitched in her support, you are truly much more loved then you may actually appreciate.

@ancapbarbie you have my upmost respect, when we are struggling with the hardest times and most opposition sometimes the smallest sentiment can help just a little. So as the smallest, most beardy useless singer of Karaoke on steemit you have my utmost support - it's not worth much but it's all I got to give! Stay safe, and thanks for all the fish.

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Sounds like a really terrible personal experience. I am sorry for you.

"this platform is a cesspool of hatred and abuse"
absolutely not my experience until now. I've read several Germans saying what they like about steemit is the (German speaking) community.
But I'm not active long here, so...

and experiences also always differ to a degree.

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I hope your experience here is more rewarding than mine has been. :)

You are loved do not let that Jackass make you feel like you are not. You were one of my first friends on the platform and you have created a wonderful space for the LGBTQIA community . Don't let pond-scum silance your valuable voice <3

meetups and shows....pass
we are not the punching bags of others period....
considering @ned does nothing and because of that you have a heavily watched platform to say the least......(but he knows that of course ;) )
I believe in STEEM, Steemit (think will be a bunch of sharks and vultures just standing there staring at each other while everyone else ...90% are leaving will be DONE with doing good on here to be toyed with)
plus GURL, libel and slander is one hell of a thing,,,,,
I don't always agree with you or anyone else but seeing that someone said point blank they couldn't wait to fuck with the editing, I have more respect for @jonny-clearwater than to let someone do that.... I do not think it's him, I don't agree with all the back and forth statements and can be civil to most on here but that's fucked up, period as are other things but apparently since I'm married I don't work and shove platinum plugs up me all day

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platinum plugs... :)

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gotta keep steemit classy right?
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No, MENE gold ones , facepalm

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@battleaxe well from what I have been finding out @jonny-clearwater is the only one who has the footage the pic was taken from and that footage was not published yet to it looks pretty much like it was either him or his wife ...

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It wasn't likely him or his wife, as neither of them were outside much nor do I recall either taking pictures of me. Nor did @katrina-ariel, @sircork, or @enginewitty.

Doesn't matter, really. They know who they are, and they either realize they fucked up or they're an even bigger scumbag sociopath than @walden.

http://www.steemreports.com/ has some really useful information though, such as:

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Mostly/entirely on this post ten days ago.

Again, I don't care. The scumbags can have it.

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i was told that it is a still from the video johnny shot in the red room :(

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@jonny-clearwater can fuck off too though. Motherfucker ducked me for two weeks while he owed me money, then had his wife come on to play the victim like the whole ugly affair wouldn't have been avoided if they had just fucking contacted me to make other arrangements, or (gasp) paid me according to our agreement. And he will still get a lot of support for his ripoff of a Food Network show because people only care about that shit when it happens to them, as long as there's money on the table.

First they came for the Socialists, and I did not speak out—
Because I was not a Socialist.

Then they came for the Trade Unionists, and I did not speak out—
Because I was not a Trade Unionist.

Then they came for the Jews, and I did not speak out—
Because I was not a Jew.

Then they came for me—and there was no one left to speak for me.

  • Martin Niemöller
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Maybe. I don't remember the walls of the dining room that well.

Still doesn't matter. Whoever sent that to @walden is so far beneath me it's laughable.

Have fun, @basilsolomon, if you haven't already.

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I took pictures but you seen em all already. But, i dont know, wasnt in the room when you all were filming or who else took any.

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you have a soul and conscience Witty, <3
everyone knows you're like the last to do anything remotely like that, you build goodness
Alliance Fam

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when the platform needs a saging I'm all.....giphy (14).gifhen

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I am going to stand up for @jonny-clearwater on this..... he isn't the type
I've known him a long time and he just isn't imho , am putting this out there so my lame attempts mean something though I doubt it

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even with disagreements you think that this culture breeds people to stay?
90% leave, I'm done putting up with stuff as are a load of others with women on here called C**t......here's a newsflash , ya all were shat outta one!

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I just want to find out who did this because it really makes me angry :(

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I appreciate it sweetie but would rather you not worry about it. Whoever it was isn't gonna admit it, and these sexually-repressed little boys on Steemit aren't worth your time. Also it will change nothing in terms of the abuse and harassment, the antisemitism and racism and homophobia that are rampant on this blogging platform.

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So so sorry that you are dealing with hatred and personal attacks. It's wrong and you do not deserve that! But please don't change your heart. You were one person that I hoped would still be here when I returned. You are so well intended. Don't let the darkness of the world discourage you! <3

I've seen you say something alone these lines plenty of times before, but I didn't think that this would be the final blow. I simply thought you'd fade off of steemit. This is honestly dirty and underhanded.

I hate it.

But most of all I respect your deicision to draw away from the community. Wearing yourself thin won't help anyone. Battling continously at your age... isn't fesiable anymore.

I wish you luck in all your endevours.

Im sorry for flagging you a few weeks back.

Im sorry for flagging you a few weeks back.

for what I have been reading, you make false accusations on someone and then pretend to be their victim.

The worst picture of you is one that shows your soul.

If appearances are not important to you, why do you fake your own?

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Your lack of reading comprehension does not concern me.