Hopeless

I didn't know how desperates when someone has a problem with short finance. It is extremely hopeless.
While I am preparing my daughter's wedding, I couldn't help her at all.

I regret that I didn't realize the money is so serious. My frind who borrowed a huge money from me while we were in Cape Town could not pay me at all. I tried to recieve through lowyer, it is failed. And now, I have a big trouble.