Willpower and lack of it - day 57 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

I often think
my life is my own making
destiny written
as the thoughts are processed along the way
thought become words
words converted into actions
actions form karma
and destiny is written
why is this a set pattern
why does my life become so predictable
for others to trample about
is this what I had dreamt of?
when I was beginning my youth
when did I become a door-mat
when did I allow others to rule me
manners do not mean subordinacy
I only wish I had corrected it back then
years have passed
and am still a silent hen
ten years hence
how will my life be?
will my life be remembered
for what I did not dare to do
if I live on by God's grace
it might not change even then
for old habits die hard

Note - Stand up for yourself. No one else will. If you have selfish and egoistic people surrounding you, then they will misuse you if you allow yourself to be trampled upon.

@d-pend contest

entry for Announcing the Steemit School Poetry 100 Day Challenge! (Total Prize Fund 2000 SBD)

I write poems to express myself. I started writing at the age of twelve or so and some of my poems were published in magazines for children, a time when print still ruled the world. The internet and the blogging world has helped me write poems. Most of it was as I wrote earlier, to express myself and my thoughts. I have also been a ghostwriter.
Steemit has helped me write with freedom and also earned me very good friends who encourage me to write. I hope my readers will support me and also join in this contest. I am not a student of literature and so I do not consider myself an expert in poetry. It is the judge who will decide.

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The poem list

What is love to you? आपके लिए प्यार क्या है ♥ Day 1 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

The river - Day 2 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Wisdom - Day 3 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Feelings - Day 4 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Light and peace - Day 5 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Bored - Day 6 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Music is my life - Day 7 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Roses - Day 8 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

The sea of red and green - Day 9 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

The challenge - Day 10 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

The funny bone - Day 11 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Winners - Day 12 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Juicy fruits - Day 13 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Temple premises - Day 14 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Special - what is special to you? Day 15 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Patience - Day 16 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Respect - Day 17 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Fun and happiness - Day 18 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Are you a robotic human? - Day 19 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Woman - Is she a 'piece'? Day 20 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Fly high like the eagle - Day 21 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Plant a sapling - Day 22 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Kerala - Day 23 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Perfect place - Day 24 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Sketching - Day 25 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Emotions - Day 26 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Passion - Day 27 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Why fear? - Day 28 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Blessings - day 29 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Disbelief - day 30 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

self-pity - day 31 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

The yawn - day 32 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Mind and muddle - day 33 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Food, Water, and Air - day 34 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

The truth day 35 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Music is my life - day 36 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

What does fame cost you? day 37 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

The journey of the soul - day 38 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Deceit and love - day 39 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Prayers - day 40 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

The Road to Success - day 41 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

I am the river - day 42 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

True love and courage - day 43 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Posh City or fresh air - day 44 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

April Showers - day 45 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Examinations - day 46 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Are you lazy? - day 47 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Your loving pet - day 48 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

The rain of hope - day 49 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

The secret - day 50 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

United for peace - day 51 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Childhood fancies - day 52 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

I am an ant ♥-----------♥ day 53 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

The mermaid - day 54 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

Hurry and Worry - day 55 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge

I am a tree - day 56 of the Steemit school 100 day poetry challenge