Shape of Me... #chapter 3
In chapter 2 i have described about my childhood but as you know you can't never ever describe your childhood that much what you felt and done that time. Really that time was amazing as well as full of innocence with no regret. Slowly in school life i have learned how to be a good student, a life of obedience, punctual and routine life. But there is one more thing to mention that i had lots of friends that time and i was a bookworm... Yes, 1999 i was totally a bookworm who was nerd and only just involve herself with the relationship with books. That time i have learn about life, environment,love and affection. Unconditional love with my younger sister and nature. Now you can say why i am mentioning nature or what kind of nature? That nature which taught me those which are not written in books.
I was really curious about nature how it works, how nature balance everything, about science and so many........ Gradually one more thing slowly surrounded me and it's "Music". May be that time actually i don't understand about music so much, may be i just followed those which are recommended by people. Music is everything and only music can change your mood or inspire you.I think choice of music is important as each and every lyrics and rhythm effects you.
I have different types of shades and people think these kind of people mysterious, shady , introvert or Chameleon... My character always fluctuate as i changes myself with the situation. I grow up in different types of environment and gone through lots of situations that's why my character grow up like this. Yes, i can smile but rare, I can be happy......
For example, on 2010, when my mom died, i changed myself so much and become more mature.That time i had no other choice except changed my rules of life. But still now my dad say i am immature because my way of thinking is different. It's just that i grew up in different situation especially after my college life i have learned lots of things and after entering in Architecture life my way of thinking level and my perception totally changed. In some cases it's good but some cases it's bad because people like diplomatic kind of people but i am straight forward. I believe in myself and i already said i am kinda stubborn with my own decision whatever it is . I believe every mistakes counts and give you lesson to change your attitude and your ethics.
I think each and every person has own potential, own personality and way of thinking but only some can express it and can stick to their own opinion.
I am not very religious person but i believe in God. I follow my own heart and brain because god gave you these gifts to utilize them. If you follow a bird life, you can see bird is free and it never follow someone's given rules for life. It is independent.
Bring me home in a blinding dream
Through the secrets that I have seen
Wash the sorrow from off my skin
Show me how to be whole again
'Cause I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly…
I am beyond of all bindings and I like freedom.
I never stop seeing dream, I get hurt, i bleed....... after all i am human, i have heart for bleed, i have eyes for falling tears but in the end i again create new dream with new hope...
They weren’t red nor was I angry,
but with something five shades lighter
than passion, I plucked the roses bald.
It's really important to find true colors for life, for finding happiness............One more thing, I am not regular type of writer,neither i am not a basic type of content writer nor any specific situation based writer, my style of writing totally different like my perception and i always try to maintain it as well as upgrade it.Sometimes, you may be bored about my writing skill or my story but i can assure you , when you will read my writing may be one line will inspire you...
To be continued..............
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