Shape of Me... #chapter 2

A life of a person is full of variations in different phases, concept of defining yourself can be kind of shady or you can describe your incidents, your life as shades or phases of life. Now shades can be bright or gloomy , dull or boring , anything can be.Life is full of drama, experience and a certain moment is struggle time which makes you more adult and mature. Life and time will always teach you a lesson and mostly create a new shape of you.

I have described about my darkness, dark life but is it only me!!!!!!!!!!!!! No, i have other shape also......

My childhood experience is bitter but also interesting and kinda innocent. I was a girl who loves to play with dolls, who loves to watch cartoon, who loves to play with toys, who loves drawings. My drawing style changed phase to phase and right now i have my own style of expressing it. My drawings are maximum right now incomplete like my writing... Hahaha...I never finish them...

I always think that a girl who never was alone, how can she be alone and independent right now. When i see school going child holding their mother's hand with heavy bag full of books on shoulder and a water bottle, i visualize my innocent childhood. When i see a girls playing with toys i remember my time when i used to play with dolls all the time. Still now i can't sleep without soft toys.......

My childhood shape is full of innocence, obedient and playful without knowing tough hard reality of world. I have shades of brightness, colorful, joyous child life which is beyond of everything i achieve...
Life is a game where you avoid failure and true colors will bleed when a certain name will misbehave but those things actually we don't need.

But slowly life changes, shades changes and different shapes created...............

“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.”
― Marilyn Monroe

To be continued....

I am trying to wash poison off my skin and trying to build myself whole to show all.

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Chapter 1: https://steemit.com/life/@priyanarc/shape-of-me-chapter-1
In case you want to read........