Deep down the Rabbit-hole.

I think I've been here before. This kind of feeling is familiar. At this point, I begin to question everything. Even my life I'm living right now. I guess mostly questioning that.
Am I doing enough good for this world? Is my moral compass turned in the right direction? Should I continue this lifestyle? What is the bigger picture going to be like if I continue like this?

I feel like if I want to live the full truth I have to give up everything I do right now. I'm doing too many things just because there is money involved. But I also need money to survive. How do I balance that?

I'm about to launch a website and now I'm not even sure if I want to do that. Because I'm already thinking about the money this website will generate. I don't think this is the right direction. But again. Somehow I need to make a buck.

Also, I'm thinking of going back to the Amazon rainforest to start a dieta with some shamans. Spent a year in Solitude so I can actually learn a lot about myself without any distractions.

"It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society". - Jiddu Krishnamurti