Thanks for reading the post @moderndayhippie. Sometimes I think these posts are going into outerspace. I live next to the Buddhist temple on a small mountain in a big city. I appreciate the love of nature and circle of life. I read Sidhartha and felt good but where did I come from and where am I going just is suck in my heart. I know there is much more than my senses perceive. Steemians who do so because of suffering, wounds and pains that are not resolved yet. It is a process. Although I am "Christian" the word religion paints a bad image in my mind. I would say I am a man of faith not into religion. But just a matter of words I guess. I worship and meet with other. Actually Christians are strongest in their weakness so I don't get the facade that sometimes goes on. It all takes time. Forgiveness is key. If I know I am forgiven then I can forgive others. Crosby Stills and Nash made Jonnie Mitchell's words echo. The music of the era usually address the problem directly but this also gives hope: "a half a million strong"
"Back to the garden" means there is hope to be restored. I'm really glad to hear your story. From your comment I am encouraged that my blogs are not lost in space there is somebody who cares.