Back and Running

So, I totally missed my diary thing... I passed it to an app and then decided to delete it, so it doesn't really matter anymore.

For these past few days I've felt like Im not being who I want to be at all, but also like there's no way to change that.

I've been interested in music for a few years and thought of taking it seriously subtly, but with each person that told me "wow, your voice" or "your voice sounds like the perfect lead for a rock band" or a simple "you know how to sing" together with the beautiful music I've been finding as years have gone by really made me realize who I want to be.

I'll start using this blog to vent about my frustrated dream and personal pains. I'll mostly express them with little "songs" I write every once in a while. I hope they're not bad, Im just trying to convey my feelings somehow.

If I ever get to sing or become someone I love being, I'll look back on this blog and say time and again "I did it". Of course, that's just a dream, as I doubt it'll happen anytime soon.

Thank You!