Challenged @ merej99 day 6 "We were always two" (Original work)

Fuente: http://www.antronio.cl/threads/la-falta-de-amor-propio-made-in-chile.1233944/

Hello dear friends of steemit, thank you for being present on my blog and accompanying with reading my post. I have to admit that when I saw this work for the first time I did not know if I could write something about it, after several hours in the solitude of the siesta I get an inspiration, titled it "always were two", it seems a title of a love film , Actually has something to do with love, but not with the love between a man and a woman, it has to do with the love and hate that one feels, that conflict that many people have and feel between the person and his inner self , I hope you like it, you will have noticed that lately I am uploading my materials, I am not using other people's works to adapt or inspire me, a person recently told me, if you want to achieve different results, you have to do different jobs, thank you very much to all The people who throughout this year in one way or another have helped me.

We all carry another I in our interior, can be a good person or bad depending on how you live your first few years of life, even if it seems a lie the first years of our lives marks us forever, is what you are going to have to Deal with your whole life.

My life as a child has not been easy, I had to live many things together in a short time, which makes me live with another self with different personalities depending on the occasion, very few people really know me, even My own children can be surprised at some of my reactions at certain times, which I feel as the years pass the other I every time assimilates more things and is taking more personalities and many times try to come out, in Sometimes he succeeds, but like that enclosed animal I quickly dominate him and make him go back inside.

As a child and throughout my life I have controlled it, my other self can become very kind in certain circumstances, as evil and aggressive in others, so my external self always has to act in reverse, in some stretches of my Life have coincided and were those moments where I made the worst mistakes of my life.

As I said there are very few people who know me totally, I am not nor do I behave in the same way everywhere, with my wife and children I am one way, with the rest of my relatives I am of another, in the labor field me I behave very different from what I can become in my private life, nobody knows me as I am totally and that is due to my way of being, but mainly the pattern I got in my childhood.

My childhood and part of my adolescence was what I frame in me forever, as a child was a boy with too much personality and very attentive to the situations that were around me, I could not speak but I interpreted everything that happened, my father beat To my mother in hiding that I saw, but I knew perfectly what was happening, this situation causes in my interior two things, on the one hand aggressiveness and on the other side stillness and understanding.

These are the things that make my inner self always different from the outer self, these memories provoke aggressiveness in my interior from the bad example of my father, in turn causes quietude and understanding in my outer self by the memories that inspired my mother By their way of acting before these certain situations of violence.

Constantly my outer self is dominating the interior, when in certain circumstances I can not master the inner self, there presented the worst mistakes of my life.

In matters of love I am very different, this was another real struggle of powers between my selves, in this situation the dominant is my inner self, in matters of women I am very timid, my outer self is vulnerable in these matters, for this reality my I interior acts in these cases, if not for today would be single.

Achieving these things was not easy for me, as a child I had a lot of uprising, but my shyness did not allow me to advance with the girls, just as a teenager my inner self was able to dominate abroad and achieve success with girls.

Another thing that I set in forever was the stage I lived in a street situation, living in a square or a train station, food to my self in an incredible way, with this experience I learned what is survival at the expense of everything.

Living on the street is like living in the jungle, or hunting or you hunt, you have to decide if you want to be a hunter or if you want to be hunted, the truth that at night both positions are very dangerous, the best thing that can happen is That you have things of the two, the feeling that you can be hunted and the fear that this provokes is what really gives you courage, fear is what makes you always alert, the day you lose fear that day is your end , In the street you will always find another more dangerous than you.

This experience provokes in my two things, fear in my inner self, it is the one that keeps me always alert and in my outer self security, it is the one that makes always go ahead, these things are vital for the protection of the family, I can I can tolerate almost everything, what I can not tolerate is that I touch someone in my family, I defend with my life if necessary, until now I never had the need to expose life, but I have the Security and firmness that would do so if the occasion arises.

We all have an inner self, it does not always behave in the same way in all people, as I said at the beginning many times it has to see how it was your first years of life, some do not find it to their inner self, others are presented As a higher self, to others as an inferior self, but believe me we all have another self. In my case there were always two.

Fuente: http://www.mitobcn.com/RICARDO%20CINALLI/expo%20actual/ricardoexpo1.html

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