Gratitude Day 2 : Time to Dance - It's Fridaaay! (Log#5)

reconstitution (57)in #7daypositivitychallenge • 6 years ago (edited)

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Can you find me in the picture? (haha, >P< )

Hey, Steemians! Decided to write the 2018 June 08 (Fri) entry for my 7 day positivity challenge :) I couldn't do it yesterday itself, coz I both didn't have time and was also just "kapoot" (I was drop-dead tired)! But on with my positivity entry for 2018 June 08 (Fri) :D

It had been 3 months since I stopped hanging out at these "dance socials." My legs had minor "knuckle-cracking"-like in December, and in February my legs hurt till they had like squishy, fuzzy, and warm sensations to them. My left leg started having numb pains even as I drove my auto car! :O I freaked out like hell.

I put myself on a strict no-dance diet. I would stop attending the dance socials completely. I would still come every month, just to fulfill my registration duty. And when my dance my dance friends see me, they will ask me for a dance and get surprised when I say no. They'd of course ask why.

The couple of Chinese sinseh's that I met were unable to tell me how to solve my problem. And a majority of people were very confused by my more detailed description of my problem. I felt rather confused about this, and gave up on thinking of WHEN I was gonna recover. Eventually, I just kept telling everyone : I won't be able to dance for many, many months! ":D

So it came to a time where I feel that dance would never be the same again. That I would have lost the skills and confidence to dance, my relationships would have grown too weak to feel welcomed like before, and I wouldn't have as much fun dancing with my friends ever again.

But when I recently became too frustrated at my work, to the point of being quite unreasonably (and silently) furious, I thought I might not have a choice in this. Last week I attended one of the dance "socials" on my off-duty. I felt soo awkward. So rusty. And so conscious about not making my legs hurt again. I was really in my head. I felt quite worried. But I thought perhaps I just needed to brush off the rust of my dance skills. So I just kept coming to look-see.

Today (2018 June 08 (Fri)) is my 3rd session back to dance, and I seem to be back in full force! :D All my worries about dance turned out to be nothing, haha. I mean, I definitely can't go crazy like I did before, but I don't feel awkward at all, like I imagined it'd be. My legs still hurt time to time, but the only thing I have to do with that is take a break when the song is too fast for me to dance, haha :)

Happy I'm back to dancing :D

Thanks to @littlenewthings for nominating me.

Today I nominate:

No one! (I am doing 1 extra day in this challenge, so I think I should vote people 1 day less, haha :P)

The rules:

Write a post about something you have to be postive about today - this could be anything from being thankful for your current situation, someone being nice to you, being thankful for your friends and family, or even being thankful for the oppurtunity you have been given here on Steemit - just keep it positive :)
Do this for 7 days in a row if you get nominated
Mention three people who should do this on each day.
Tag it with #7daypositivitychallenge and include these rules at the bottom of your post. (Tip: You need to put the # in front of 7daypositivitychallenge or it will not let you use the tag.)
Include a picture of something positive (related to your story if possible)

You can find the original challenge post here:
https://steemit.com/7daypositivitychallenge/@conradt/7-day-positivity-challenge-day-1
(or here at Busy.org)

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