LETTER TO MY UNSEEN LOVER

HEY LOVE!
I am sitting down on a chair in my room looking out the window, my pen and my book are placed on my drawings, have been drawing for months now but i don't care if i ruin the drawings because i have to borrow the desk to write this to you. My friends thinks am crazy but am sure you think differently, some say am jobless but i guess i have an old spirit, what they all think of me doesn't matter than what i feel you think of me.
for days now, have been very empty, i search deep down in my soul to know what is wrong but to no avail, i thought i was sick but i couldn't get a cure, i thought i was bored so i hanged out with the guys but i wasn't getting along, they told me i needed a girl, as i sharp guy i made some few calls
but while i was with them i noticed i was only hurting them because they could not fill the emptiness.
I was confuse so i ran back to my ex's, OMG!!i shouldn't have done that, one insulted me and the others are happy with some other guy, i wasn't bother, i guess that was why they were my ex. oh i get it,maybe i missed my mum, so i went home and had a little family hangout, to be honest with you i was really happy, i had a lot of fun but babe i still feel like a piece of me is missing. At a point i turned to a prayer warrior, i was praying for the holy spirit maybe he had left me, who knows? then i realize its you that's missing.
I realize that there is this love in my heart,waiting to be shared with no one else but you.I really don't know how you look but am sure ill love the smile on your face when you are reading this, i await the day ill have you in my arms to hold forever and never let you leave my side without a smile on your face. Ill tell you how i love you everyday ,please don't get angry if i say it too much, i love you already so i have to let you know all about it. Don't be scared of our future, am working very hard so i can have a lot of money to buy you all you need,don't be scared of my family because they love you and they are praying for you, just come to me quickly and end my fantasies.

                                                                                                                     YOURS TRULY