In a way I envy you for your experience. I certainly don't deny it's reality. I find myself living in 2 worlds. The one I spoke of, and the one I know others also dwell in, such as yourself. The last thing I would ever want to do is rob another person of their own belief. It's theirs, belongs to them. I can only talk about what I know, and express gratitude when people such as yourself can receive it and still remain strong and calm in their belief.