I AM POISON

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Normally, humans have the unpleasant tendency to be toxic, poisonous and harmful to our fellow humans; and with that selfish and mediocre attitude is what we usually walk in our day to day.

With such bad behavior, perhaps without realizing it, we often do a lot of damage and destroy our loved ones (family, friends, children, parents and couples) and we can even destroy our own home or act destructively against ourselves.

What do I mean with everything previously said?

It turns out that due to my own survival, today I was finally able to break a complicated relationship of friendship with a childhood "friend" whom I have always tried to help, but she with her multiple needs has always had that "imaginary little sign on her forehead". "Which says:" Poison I am "; affecting me at all times in their friendship relationship with me; the details of the matter do not need to be given, what I can say are some cumulative historical facts and triggers of such "break", as for:

1.- Once she and I set up a business together, in which all the monetary investment I put, and she only had to accompany me as a partner (she earned 50% like me) and obviously help me by being my friend , besides supporting me; but, that was not so, strangely it was the opposite; everything was a great negativity, really very impressive, because nothing that I did to her seemed good, and everything judged badly.

In fact, if I invested in something new for the business, she would immediately say that for what to do, if that was not going to work, and she accused me that "I like to spend money on bullshit," that would be a bad thing for us, It could not be like that, that if that what if the other. Also, there was a time when she brought very strange friendships to the business; I talked to her and she only bothered me and she told me that they are her friends, what would happen to me if that business was her too and she could take whoever she wanted; and many times to "punish" I did not go to business, and that made the business go down and I even thought that she was stealing me because there was always something missing, nothing was right and the losses were huge. Even so, I always trusted her, but the business failed

2- Another thing that disappointed me was her great selfishness towards me, because of her fault I lost a great opportunity to leave the country in these times of terrible crisis and I lost the option to build a better future abroad for myself and my children; and everything was like that: one day her aunt seeing the great crisis that is happening in Venezuela and the bad economic situation we were going through, and seeing that our business did not prosper (basically because of her, words of her aunt); She made us both go to Spain with tickets, work and insured housing.

But, the very poisonous "friend" began to say that why we are going there, that we would go very badly or worse than here, that something bad would happen to us, that we would suffer, to be alone and many others negative things more, mixed between offenses and gross barbarities; so much was his badness, that in spite of his negativities I told his aunt that even if I would go; but, she told her aunt that if she did not go, then no one would go, so that it would not occur to her to take me to Spain because she was not going, and if she did, she would hate her forever. Reason enough for the bewildered aunt to desist from her offer of help and left the country alone

3- In the month of October I proposed to register in Steemit, after the information that gave to us a good friend of mine; but, as always charged with her extreme negativity, she began to speak badly, to say that Steemit was a scam, that it is a stupidity of innocents, to leave madness; he offended me, he shouted at me, he insulted me in different ways, he made me crazy, stupid, stupid, that I was going to waste time on Internet nonsense; total that the "girl" became horrible of negative and selfish, like never before I had seen her speak and act; but, I did not pay any attention to what he said, and in the solitude of my home I registered with tranquility and here I am sharing with all of you.

However, every afternoon when she returned from her job, she would come by my house to talk and I would see myself "stuck" to the computer making my posts, comments and votes; and as possessed by "demons" she began again her offenses, mockery and her rudeness towards me, that I was a fool, that what I liked was to waste my time in bullshit, and I with my great patience and humility, even though I I explained how wonderful this Steemit Community was, she never paid me due attention and she was locked in her prejudices and negativities.

So the days went by, until one day I got sick of his "poison" and analyzing my "friend", his extreme negativity, selfishness, mediocrity and his lack of respect towards me, I came to an obvious conclusion and I told myself a lot. sadness: how bad Leivis! I have had a friendship of many years and that friendship has been very harmful, toxic and very poisonous; so that I will continue to waste time with a "friend" like that, who only wants evil for me and is very selfish, negative and mediocre; Sure she is not a true friend.

Then, in conclusion

I have noticed that there are many people in our environment who are like my "friend", who go through life damaging the people around them and even themselves, for no apparent reason, and that is why their lives are gray and miserable, because they only focus on hurting and being and trying to make others unhappy, because they are not able to realize that with that ugly, hateful and negative attitude, they will always wear the unimportant and "imaginary little sign on the front that says:

"I AM POISON"

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