Thank you @firststeps for having the courage to share. I feel honoured and grateful. 36 years is a long time. My wife and I have known one another for 30, married for 24. I cannot imagine how it will feel if I lost her. Thank you so much for sharing. I pray that your mourning process goes well for you and I am grateful that you found something to help with the sharing I did within my post. <3 May Creator bless you with peace in your heart, prosperity, joy and love as you move forward with your life.