My #Ulog Number 4 For Week 3 - It Is Sad To Loose A Beloved Fur Baby But Life Must Go On.

Last Monday 5-21-18 I made a #ulog about how worried I was about my pet Chabita and trying to get hold of the Vet. : https://steemit.com/ulog/@purpledaisy57/ulog-2-for-week-3-feeling-worried-for-my-dog-chabita .

I was worried about her but was not expecting anything really bad.

Next day I was ablw to call the Vet. We were talking on the phone making plans or a schedule to come when suddenly the daughter of my helper came running and said Chabita suddenly stiffened and died while feeding her puppy. https://steemit.com/ulog/@purpledaisy57/week-3-ulog-3-heartbreaking-news-and-heavy-teardrops-for-me

It was a heartache and lots of #tears flowed. I did not know what to do or say. But the Vet said she will stop by later in the afternoon to check the puppies. So I just stayed in the room my my #ulog about it while the #teardrops fell.

At least the Vet said the puppies were ok and gave them their first deworming. I also bought some vitamins with iron for them, made for puppies. One female looked kind of weak. Well actually she seemed to sleep a lot and walked groggily. So she injected her with vitamins. They all seemed to be ok today even the female.

I know I would have a hard time sleeping well so I took out some red wine ad drank just a shot.

I only drank what was in the shot glass, slowly while watching my series. Red wine is good for the heart and body. I don't drink it often. Actually I just started to this month. I guess with the stress I thought it might help my heart and relax me. I noticed after drinking it, I start to get sleepy. Since it was already almost 10 pm I logged out and got ready for bed. I might take another shot tonight I need all the sleep and rest I can get. Then I stop, I don't drink it daily, I plan to drink 2-3 times a week even though they say daily. When I do drink it it makes me feel better next day because I am rested.

I was able to sleep well, almost straight. Made me feel better. But this whole morning up to this afternoon (5pm) I was feeling lazy and still down or sad. I just watched my series Marvel's Agent of S.H.I.E.L.D. I thought it would be action and yes there was. A lot of fighting and killing (the bad guys) but I was surprised with some scenes which were sad and made me cry. So it only helped a little because there were some crying moments in the series.

After the end of Season 2 I took my shower had some cold soft drinks and now writing my #ulog. I will still be a little sad, the #tears flow when I see her pictures and think of Chabita. It will take a while but soon it will be easier to handle and I will think of the good times. But I am glad she left me one puppy, a female, the other died before. My other dog had puppies too and luckily Chabita's puppy was able to feed from her.

So tomorrow will be another day, hoping it will be easier for me. I can't wait for Sunday when I will be attending our High School monthly birthday parties. Maybe it will cheer me up.

Thank you to everyone who condoled with me and sent me words of comfort. I really appreciated it. Only those who have loved and lost a pet dog can understand how it feels. Thank you.

Picture is mine

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