Thanks man...it's a dirty lifestyle and weighs you down. It's not fun losing people you care about to that shit either :/ I never heard back from my friend and it's been over 7 months now. I make sure I wear this every day so that I don't forget about him, the shit i did, and the shit i put everyone through. One of the few things I own that has sentimental value.

The other is a necklace I was given here in Thailand - think I shared that story when I first joined.

Things are well in this regard man. I trust you're still on the wagon too man? Stay strong, no matter what.