...And i have 4, whose future is very uncertain. It puts a lot of presure on one's shoulder to figure out ways to keep them dreaming and growing healthily.

I am hoping that in time the situation will ease there for you guys and things can get to a better position.

It's hard to do what you like when covering basic needs become an imperative and getting the money to do that may involve investing time in a not-so-rewarding line of work.

This is unfortunately a 90% of the world problem and perhaps in time we are able to claw it back a fraction at a time so at least some amount of the day is designated to flourishing and personal joy.