You know, i am not saying much works. I really pray for that time. Monday, i will force myself to go to a psychiatrist. The truth is my life is tough but i bear it but 24/7 pain for so long, is out of hand. I stay speechless though but i don't have almost 97 percent of what normal humans have. I am good though. Plus, no time on my hands. I haste a bit. I am suppose to spend time with you but i am not very productive currently. I definitely push things. In the dms for instance, my being will always long to render to someone who needs my help, help. I can fix others. Jehovah help!