I AM DEAD
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My body struggles as it comes. It was too strong and it almost over took me but I was determined for it not to. I gave my all to fight it, all my might and strength I used. My head aches and my soul was ready to give up but there was something stopping me from giving up. I guess my linger weakness and reluctant body was not ready to give in or should I say the pleasures of life stopped me. I woke up and it was all a dream, a dream about life's reality that I'm faced with.
I rose up and look at myself in the mirror and I saw the pains, sorrows and worries all over me. Through my eyes I can see the dark part in me. I decided to give in to death as I close my eyes and made a great decision in my life it was painful and there was doubt of me ending it but I stood to my decision and bow to say a prayer.
I lay down as death took over me and I died.
I'm dead and a new me as been given birth to. The old me died with my pains, worries, shame and sorrows. I decided to live a new life, a life free of sin
For it is written in his word in the book of Isaiah 59:1-2(KJV)
- Behold the Lord's hand is not shortened that it cannot save neither his ear heavy that it cannot hear
- But you iniquities have separated between you and your God and your sins have hid his face from you, that he will not hear
I have come to the understanding that my problems and weary heart is for the fact I move away from my Father. I have hurt my father more than a thousand times and yet he still shows me his unending mercy, love and kindness. I was at the verge of giving up on my christian faith and life as a whole. Until I came to realisation that I need to die and yeah I died from sin. Jesus said in the book of Matthew25:28
For this is the blood of my convenant, which is shed for many for the remission of sins
Through the blood of Jesus Christ I know that I have been cleanse and I am now a new creature. I was once a prodigal daughter but now I have found my faith back Christ.
My wearies are gone as it says in Matthew11:28
Come to me all ur that labour and heavy laden and I will give you rest.
I'm dead and there is no going back. I'm in love with the new me in Christ Jesus. It's feels good to be in the bossom of my father. It's safe, calm and peaceful here.
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