If you need help on a path like mine. Please do not hesitate. And its good that the prayers and god has helped you out! I never ever have strayed from what is in me as a person. My intuition has lead me through some crazy journeys through out my life. some good some bad. I would of not changed it. Not everyone will like that, but i needed to be true to myself even in my darkest hours to get throughI am visiting christianity for the first time in years to get an adult look at it. It looks interesting like I am learning it without judgement or haste. It lets me see it in agood un biased way. .