My reason

For the past four years now i have suffered with depression and mental heath.
I have lost friends due to my mood changes and social awkwardness. I have two good friends in barry and stu who have stood by me no matter how i treat them. I have had multiple hospital visits, two where i have had my life saved by the wonderful professional doctors and nurses and have also spend numerous occassions in secure units.
There have been people who call me selfish, there is some who belief i should just snap out off it. My partner and family have been a great help and they have all come to know my little signs of when my walls are crumbling.
But there is one true inspiration that helps me through the bad times and that is my 6 year old angel. She is my miracle child doctors told me and my partner we would never have kids and eight years of trying and 1 failed IVF she came along.
I carry her photo in my wallet with me always.
We do everything together, like quiet walks to park visits, playing lego and even playing music together. She plays drums and i guitar.
The best thing about our relationship is the endless cuddles and never ending times she tells me she loves me.

Daddy loves you my angel.