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Her little chin stuck out as she aggressively nodded. God how I wanted to kiss her.
“One. Sorry, but no other way to say this. You are too new. Di baby, people, their characters, do not form overnight. You need to be your own person for a while, find out who you are, for your own sake also. It will take years, but even months will help you grow into a unique personality. Character is not something you just inherit and the characters of the girls who created you differ from each other, so you will also have to develop your own. Both of them require that you live and learn from a multitude of experiences.
Two. This also will not sound nice, if you don’t try to understand why I’m saying it. You were created out of this bunch of monsters. Even now, with your unique personality starting to make itself felt, I still find myself saying, ‘now that was the Cherine part of her’, or the Wendy or and or. You understand what I’m trying to say? What I think does not matter so much, but if you are linked in now, those parts of you will identify too strongly with their originators. I don’t want you to just be a part of my monsters, a migma of what they are, I want you to become yourself, an original, a special creature, a new kind of monster for me to love.
Third. This is the worst one of the lot because it is selfish. I have enjoyed having someone who is so close, so much a part of me, but who is a closed book, so that I have to guess how you feel and what you want. You keep me on my toes, I feel I have to learn, find out what pleases you, sexually and in everything else. I don’t just know! Believe it or not, finding out actually makes my love for you grow even more. Every time you surprise me, my love for you grows. Can you spare me some more of your time for my selfishness and so as to help my love for you grow?”
She buried her face in my chest murmuring, saying, for as long as I want.
Cherine asked me, “It seems we are clearing up a lot of things tonight. Can you clear up things between us also?”
“The hiding bit?”
She nodded in agreement as she said, “Yes.”
“That is something I think you need to clear up for me. Your comment about...”
“I know. What I meant is, I’m going to hate myself for saying this,” she gave me her impudent grin, instantly disarming me, as she knew she would. “I do not want to grow up into a woman you do not love. If you think it is necessary to give me a hiding then you should.”
“It is not the protector that is stopping me. Not as far as I know. Cherine, it is not within my character, I would never give any child of mine a hiding. Even if I had remained a normal human being, I had always known, even when still a teenager, that I would never spank any child of mine, I would rather my love be the guide. I saw it was the way with Elia and Claire and I was determined to be like them. It can only work if you care about my love. If you want to do something and know it will hurt me, or that I would be disappointed in you and you do not do it, then surely that is more effective than giving you a hiding? To process in advance how I would react, doesn’t it mean you were also able to work out for yourself that what you were about to do was wrong? There is another reason I would not find spanking an acceptable option. Your dignity is important to me. Hitting you does not give due recognition to your dignity my love. Do you love me enough for my way to work?”
As she agreed she did, I could not help adding, “Not that it means I will never give your sweet little bum a smack or two. It can be quite a turn on for me.” She was about to make a rejoinder, obviously intending to tease me, but suddenly she was wearing her mysterious smile again and kept quiet. I guess it means she is planning something. As I stared, fascinated as ever, Diana saw it and as they looked at each other I saw the flash of recognition in her eyes and her amusement.
Of course Natalie went for her examination - she returned nearly a week later. We could see she had been crying and that she was frightened. Dommi sat with her arm around her, encouraging her to tell us what her problem is.
“You were right. I am so scared, are you sure you can cure me?”
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“Natalie. Look at me dear, there is nothing wrong with you. We watched you, soon as the doctors had finished with you, my healer fixed your heart. I suggest you go back and force them to re-examine you. You are going to cause quite a stir.”
“Is that true Dominique?” she asked her in Greek.
“Yes. Roberto never lies.”
“Oh god!! Thank you. Ohh!”
Dommi asked, “What’s wrong now?”
“My parents, They are so worried, my mother keeps crying and running to churches, praying to the saints. After all that, how do I tell her I am not going to die?”
I laughed, “Then you better go back to the doctors. A clean bill of health should calm your parents, your mother will of course think her prayers were answered…”
“And they were by the Angel?”
I grinned, “Girls, she has a sense of humour! Natalie, I could love you just for that. By the way, do I notice a change in clothing style?”
She gave a small smile. “My mother has also been crying because I lost so much weight. She thinks it is because of my heart. She keeps forcing me to eat.”
“You can eat as much and of whatever you want. Your metabolism has been raised, you will burn it off. So when are you going to show off to your friends?”
With a determined look in her eyes she responded, “When I look like your sketch.”
“You’re a lady with willpower. Talking about eating, it is lunch-time and we are all starving, so we better go to the local taverna. Can you believe it Natalie, with so many females in the house, not one of them cooks?”
She dared to tease me, “Maybe you should have married a grown woman, one who is fat?”
“I’ll settle for tavernas and the ladies I’ve got…I know it is a second-best solution, but I’ve grown sort of fond of them by now.” Only as I spoke I realised it sounded insulting and amended what I was saying, but she gave a wide grin, showing me she understood.
We went out for lunch and she amazed us by her ability to fork food, plate after plate, into her mouth. She gave us an embarrassed grin. “I’m sorry. I have spent so many years starving myself, I am enjoying this.”
After she left I looked at Dommi and saw a speculative look on her face also.
I warned her, “Dommi. She is a lovely girl and we are in danger of getting too fond of her, partly because you care for her. We’ve got to get her to spend time with Themi and mum.” I grinned. “If she does marry them, it means she will also be my step mum and your step mother in law!” The idea made us giggle and joke, mostly all of us teasing Dommi.
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PART TWELVE
Chapter Fifty
As tactfully as she could Cherine said, “Robert, you said we must never ask, but I think you have forgotten.”
“I thought there were enough little girls here, you want little Dommi?”
“Please.”
We explained to Wendy and Diana and though the idea excited them, it was obvious it did not mean as much to them as it does to Cherine and I.
Dommi chose this moment to tackle me. “Roberto, I have been wondering, why have none of us been making love for days now? You getting tired of us?”
“No Dommi. It is just that I guessed what you were all planning and I do not agree.”
She looked sheepish, but waves of yearning were flowing from her and suddenly I was being inundated by the same need from them all. I knew I would not be able to think straight if I allowed them to bombard me, so I muted them all.
“You are all making it worse for each other. Cherine, you should know better.”
“What did I do now?”
I asked, “You are not swirling their yearning for babies to me and to each of them?”
“No. I do not need to.”
“I suggest you all mute yourselves then. You are all feeding each other with your yearning and making it impossible for you to think.”
Though she did not need to mute herself, Diana was staring at me, her eyes bleak and I sensed she was deeply unhappy. I could not bear her unhappiness. The others felt my pain and their concern diverted them from their own thoughts. They all wanted to know what is wrong with Diana.
“Diana love, would it help if I visit you, in your mind world.”
“What for Robert?”
“I just want to visit. Maybe there you can also show me what is making you so unhappy.”
“I can tell you. You don’t have to come into me for that.”
I would have insisted, but something warned me she does not want me in her. That made my pain grow, none of them has ever rebutted my love, my presence within them. It has always been a thing of so much beauty and love for both sides.
Cherine warned her, “Tell him then Diana. You cannot feel it, but Robert is in a lot of pain, you are hurting him.”
She began to sob, so I took a guess. “You want to go dancing Diana?”
It felt as if her breath was held while her heart stopped beating, as she feared to believe I may be offering. “Yes.”
“Oh my baby, why didn’t you tell me the need was so strong?”
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“Because you would not listen. You told me why I must not, but you could not hear me. I tried Robbie, I really did, I want you to be happy. But then you did not touch me again and I thought maybe you do not love me.”
She had asked and I had promised, I felt guilty. “I was wrong my love. I forgot you could not feel what they were planning. You have not been inside me or you would know for sure that I can never stop loving you.”
“I could come in you?”
“You would be satisfied by coming into my world? Or do you need the dancing?”
“I want both. Robbie, if I could come into you and see you really love me, I can wait.”
All the girls were gently caressing her, their hands trying to give to her of their love. I looked at her and a picture of her nude body, the perfection of my magic lover set me on fire, a raging burning that made me dizzy with my need for her. I heard a sharp intake of breath and she was staring at me, her eyes instantly black fiery pools. Cherine had sent her my raging lust. She sent back to me the aching need that was making her rub her firm slim thighs together.
Without thought or care for the others I stripped and roughly picked her up, crushing my mouth to hers. I was going to tear off her clothes there and then, but the girls had surrounded me, pushing me to the bedroom. Their bodies were burning with their own needs, but they were holding it back, not wanting to detract from the joyous burning in Diana.
I was afraid I might hurt her in my animal lust. By the time we fell on the bed I had torn her clothes off. As my body arched in my need I knew, deep in a corner of my mind, I had lost control and as I returned from that arch I would be tearing and hammering myself against her. That tiny corner of my mind knew this would not be love-making, it would be more like rape. Wendy had shrunk into a tiny huddle of fear and Cherine had a sick feeling of fear even as her nails scratched at me as she tried to pull me away.
As my body sprung back at Diana a white flash hit me, sending me in a senseless spiralling of agony, out of my body. I had no thought, but the fire that was consuming me, that seemed to be shaking my soul apart. Even the cold teeth of the void could not quench the flames that were burning out my mind.
There was no care in me to save myself and I would have been totally destroyed if Dommi and Cherine had not appeared. As they tried to hold to me, to soothe, Wendy appeared. She ignored the others and rushed into me, melding her sweetness into every corner, every mote of my existence. Her aching desperate cry *This is not my Robbie, not my Robbie, not my daddy, please, not daddy,* extinguished the fire as my guilt turned to a deep concern and fear that I had hurt my baby. She felt the change and did not resist as I brought her into my inner world, the heart of my soul. There I cradled and crooned to her.
“Robbie, are you alright? What happened to everyone? Please talk to me.”
“We are all well Diana. Give me a second love.”
I moved over and gathered Cherine and Wendy into my arms, calling to Dommi to hold me too. As I cradled and rocked in soothing movements I flowed into their minds, spreading out to the babies also, calming and soothing. When I sensed all three of them had returned from the fear that was shaking them with their sobbing, I was able to turn to Diana, pulling her into my arms, holding her head to my chest as I sent my love for them all flowing.
With very little help from Cherine it flowed around, from heart to heart and I felt Diana in there for the first time. The spark of recognition was a flood of joy that sent the love shooting around us in a golden glow that felt as if it would melt us all. Instead of the golden melding of our love exploding as it had done before, it sank back into us, flooding our bodies and minds, our hearts.
“Who hit me with that white flash, saving me from...”
“It was your protector Robert.”
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“Thank god for that.”
Cherine said, “You see Wendy, you did not have to be afraid, Robert cannot hurt any of us.”
“You were afraid too.”
Dommi nodded. “I was also afraid. Oh Roberto, I’ve only felt you like that once before. What happened?”
I shook my head. “I don’t know,” I answered. “You all know how difficult it is for me with Diana, making love to her is like making love to all of you at the same time. I suspect for her it is the same. She feels as all of you would at the same time. No wonder we can hardly bear to touch.” Diana nodded her head in agreement, an understanding now in her eyes. “Cherine, you wanted Diana to feel my need for her, but that plus the return of her need for me, with I suspect your own needs flowing into me, were too much. I could not handle it.”
I cupped little Diana’s chin in my still trembling hand and gazed into her eyes. “If my protector had not stopped me and I had hurt you, I would have wanted to die. I still cannot bear the thought of what I nearly did.”
For those readers who have not understood, when they speak using telepathy, what they say is enclosed within stars, and the thoughts exchanged are in italic.
e.g *Hi, I bet you are wishing you could read thoughts.*?
Στο τσακ τη γλίτωσε πάλι ο Robert...😀
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