Hahaha... not so sure, I want to tell too much about myself here in the broad public ;-)

To satisfy just a bit of your curiosity, I'll make a very long story very short: in the end, I think it was the first conscious and well reasoned decision I ever made. In my early 40s there was a lot of junk piled up and I thought by myself... chances are, that I'll live another 40 years. And I simply didn't want to spend them like that. Was hard though...

Not sure, I understand much of cognitive-behavioural therapy, so maybe that would make a good post indeed!