First of all, thanks for the inspiring comment and the generous upvote.
You're right when you that I care, when I missed the penalty. And that is indeed a good thing, now I see that, but sunday I didn'it. lol
I'm mentally quite strong, but I do have a very understanding wife and 2 marvellous kids, without them, I don't know how I would have managed.
Have a very good day you too!