Thank you for your kind comment! I am trying to break cycles yes, and I am for sure trying to make other aware of the things I went through, to avoid that they make the same mistakes I did once...
And the last thing you said is what I did, moved away.. and for me in that situation it was really the only solution left.. This does not mean it is the same for everyone of course, but many other things failed already...
Thank you for your comment!