Thank you Erika. I suspect you are probably quite right with what you have identified. I think that what I am trying to say is that I am moving into a new phase in my life where things will certainly get more intense, and there is much to learn and do.

I probably still do hang on to the fear of growing old. I’m not yet satisfied with my life so feel like I still have a lot to achieve.

I appreciate your insight and enjoy the fact that you see things that many people will gloss over. :)