A letter from a mother to her baby

Dear baby, life it self doesn't always work out the way we plan. Some get what they want on a platter of gold while others suffer to get it.

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It's with deep hurt that i pen this to you. I would have been your mother, I would have taken care of you. I would have shown you the outmost care and affection a mother can show to a child. But it grieves my heart that i could not keep you.

I have always dreamt of holding in my arms my own very blood but now i have the chance to, I can't keep you. I've wept over and over again that I have lost what i have always wanted.

Don't worry baby, all will be well. You know i love you right?
You know i would have been the best mother in the world to you. I can't stop thinking about the feelings of having you in my arms.
You are indeed a blessing

And about daddy, he cries daily at the thought of you. You were the light to our world.
Our lives could have been complete with you. But it hurts when death comes even in the womb.

It's so cruel, it deserves to be jailed for life.
Our hearts are melted but we have gathered strength to move on.
Grandma misses you too. She loves you.
I hope you find a way to come back to us.
We'll not let death snatch you away again we promise.
Stay strong wherever you are.
Mummy loves you